today very sian........flared up with some1.....tot tings tru.....maybe i was a little harsh on my words.....-.-.....since the holidays never feel so angry be4.......never so angry with frens be4.......now feel damn bad......whole body worned out.......leg throbbing with pain......

tis whole week feeling very fustrated and stressed.....make evry1 disillusioned with me....at home parents kau bei......in sch frens and teacher prob......so much hw.....tests.....

i dun care already......i feel worse if ppl assume that i am responsible or whatever crap.....i am not.....ther are many skeletons in my closet....tak short temper 4 example.....i try to tak tings easy and light heartedly but sometimes it is hard.....i am not the nice guy i seem to be....so pls do not assume tings no matter gd or bad...

Just wish to say tad during the confrontation i said stuff i did'nt really mean.....hope we can still be frens.....ya....to say the truth i was already not happy yesterday but did'n really say anyting cause i scared tis ting might happ.....

haix....emotionally and physically drained..... maybe tomorrow go talk to her again....if everybody is calm....make tings clear.....settle the dispute once and 4 all.....