just when u tot u had time for a breather, its on u again. Never tiring nor needing rest, it will hound u day and night until u finally break. Even then, it will not stop in its sadistic pursuit. spawn of darkness, vile creature of the night, to hel with thee.

guess im in the mythology mood. its now just 1 day aft the prelims, and immediately we have to start chionging again. forever studying, rushing, running. its lik the saying goes, u can run but ya can't hide. Ive been hiding for so long and now the beast is upon me. my weak attacks are no used on its hardened scales. The results are lousy, and it only seems to enrage it. What is a feeble mortal like me to do? haizzz....

i want to rest and relax but time is not on my side. neither are my results too. hate school. the sch completely drain all the enthusiasium and happiness out of me. sure ther are friends tohelp but i still hate YJC. i hate the way it forces us to do things and then scold us for not doing something else. i hate the way it changes ppl to become more selfish.

Dam YJC!!!! i hate it!!!!!

yea!!! prelims over!!!! actually no. still got 2 more papers =.= anyway today feel very happy for some reason. i thinks coz the worst of the papers are over liao. spend my aft at arisas house slping and slacking, then had dinner there. Feels very differrnt from when i have dinner with my family. everybody toks like very good friend lidat. Hmmmmm not used to it. They seem so close, i suddenly feel like im the 1 who is a loner O.O anyway thanks for the donut arisa! yum yum!

anyway go home feel very relaxed. i see the new com the good graphics and the hear the bleach opening them so filled of life i feel at peace suddenly.

shld i play dota tonight? hmmm.....

I am so screwed. misanswered a lot of questions in bio. i had gone tru all the chaptors but i dun think i will do well. i guess this there is no escaping from it. i am not smart. i always used to think that if i study i can do very well but apparently this is not the case. just look at my chem and maths. maths ive been staying back in sch to practise but yet i still screw up the paper. same goes for chem. The sad thing is that becoz of these 2 subs i have neglected bio for the whole past few weeks and only started last fri, and it looks like im going to fail even my best subs. i guess i have to stop kidding myself.

i am not smart. I do not belong in jc.

Notices a few things. In jc, u are only popular when u are smart or good in ur studies. ppl want to make frens with u and they look down on ppl who are not, even if they themselves are not smart.

anyways having a headache since math paper. slpt a while but it seems to have worsen it. So im going to sleep again. nightz

dam it its the chinese ghost festival again. there is a getai right under my condo and its bugging the hell right out of me. from the 21 floor i can still hear the stupid old songs. lidat how to conc for my prelims??? arrrgghhh!!!! Can i bunk in at some1s house for the time being?

Today ate kfc with arisa. had a craving for kfc aft watching 1 of the southpark shows. anyway cannot slack anymore have to start working hard. time to build up teh momentum again. i dun really care how well i score for this prelim all i want is to pass. i promise to keep up the revisions and do better for the A levels =)

hmmm haven been studying since the day be4 national day cos feel very sick and tired. at least i started agian yesterday. suddebly realise that no time for prelim liao. But then look at timetable then feel lik got alot of time again.

bah never mind la.I think shld be able to pass the prelims la. wanted to get c one but considering that the paper is going to be tuff and the fact that i haven spend as much time as i planned revising so i guess i will aim for a max D for all my subs except geog.

Anyway found a new webpage got alot of south park shows which i THINK are quite "funny" but of cos, its only my opinion and u dun have to slam me or anything.
I lik "prehistoric ice man", "night of the living homeless" and "tsst" teh most ^^ not to forget the "make love not warcraft", that was hilarious too.

BTW i will try to blog when i can but no promises =)