first of all i would lik to introduce myself.....i noe its kind of wierd to do it now like why the hell would tis guy wan to suddenly intro himself 4 no reason??? well.....the ans is pretty simple really......so tad ppl will noe my darker side.....and wun say tings such as i tot he was a nice person or time reveal a person's true colours and all tad bullshit

i would like to make myself clear tad
i am not a nice guy.......
the way i behave may or may not reflect the way i feel at all
i am short temper
i am violent
i am vulgar
i am sadistic
i am sarcastic
i am unfeeling
i am lazy
i keep secrets
i hav a dark past
i hide my feelings
i always do tings which i may regret
i am indecisive
i hate my family
i dun believe in god

as hard as i try to improve i realise that some tings are impossible to change.....to tink tad i hav changed is only fooling myself as the shadows of my flaws will always remain....

if after reading tis u all feel tad u all dun lik me liao its ok.....i am sick of people assuming tings about me anyway....at least u now noe my true colours...

on a lighter note......heres an email i got from a stranger....

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A story tells that two friends were walking through the desert.
During some point of the journey they had an argument, and one friend slapped the other one in the face. The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in the sand:

TODAY MY BESTFRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THEFACE.

They kept on walking until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath. The one who had been slapped got stuck in the mire and started drowning, but the friend saved him. After he recovered from the near drowning, he wrote on a stone:

TODAY MY BESTFRIEND SAVED MY LIFE.

The friend who had slapped and saved his best friend asked him, "After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand and now, you write on a stone, why?" The other friend replied " When someone hurts us we should write it down in sand where winds of forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can ever erase it."

LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND AND T O CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE.

They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.

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i never include the part wher they say must pass to dunno how many ppl all tad la but i find tis story meaningful....to live and let live....

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