today geog test....i tink...oook la....not as bad as my other tests....anyway aft test decided to watch silent hill with boon, honren and sl......sl got CO ting so wait for her....honren go library surf net..... i bo liao so go the sofa there slp....

slping tad time first person "disturb" was honren....call me ask me where am i then i say i at sofa he look out say oh i didnt see u ook bb......ooook i wun ask haha....went back to slp....next person is jacky.....come to me show his butt to me for wad i also dunno...i look up look down go back slp.....then later on was shiang yng....dunno why then she start tap dancing in front of me then i wake up from the tapping.....stared at her awhile never say anyting go back slp hahhaha...sl finished at bout 6 lidat then we go lido orchard go watch silent hill

watch liao then go home....then sl say i nowadays always very sian.....say quite a while liao....y? i dunno....i would just be spacing out....mind blank.....very tired tink.....

consider dis.....can u trust a fren who is a fren with ur enemy? is it ok when some1 whom u hate toks to ur fren in front of u and he or she happily chats? and worse still is tad the person is u dunno if he or she is may actually be hating ur fren too but is just chatting to spite u? i dunno how to say la....tired to tink....=.=

today a piece of shit confirm tad it wants a fight....today during geog test i sit in front of it and it said eeeee i dowan sit here liao....=.-.....means wad? means u wan u go fren fren tad bugger but pls dun do it in front of me srry but i have to make dis clear....maybe u dun understand how much hatred i have in side of me now.....maybe u dun realise that its not me who is pushing the limit....

im not depressed.....just tired.....tired of all the anger i feel inside.....so tired i am starting to space out very often even during studyin.....trying to slp more but it dosen help....dunno wad to do anymore just pls if u consider me as a fren dun do the above anymore

Maths test today was damn sucky.....did the paper halfway looked at the clock and tot.....how come time so slow ar?.....if they say put the pens down at tad moment i tink i woulnt hav mind....i do also is anyhow do 1.....then chi was even worse...all the mcq i anyhow put ans then the 4 marks 8 marks question i cannot understand then write 1 sentance only which is wrong anyway....i tink getting single digit for my chi test is confirmed...=.=
today go home tad time suddenl feel very depress sia....honren jacky sl saying until the paper lik so easy lidat.....dun want to hear anymore but ask them stop toking lik rude....haizzz

really scared i cannot pass my A level chi sia.....to say the truth....the main reason i didnt want come jc was cos of chi.....my D7 for o level was tyco get 1.....tad time i didt really care bout chi cos i was already planning to go poly 1.....then now is lik if i fail my chi then i cannot even go anywhere...my failing of chi is a very real possibility....chi is the only sub tad no matter how much effort i put into it i seem unable to even get a lousy pass....i tink if i fail my end year chi i will seriously consider dropping out of jc go poly tak lif science or smt....like wasted but i guess really no choice got dis stupid sword hanging over my head....=.=

shitty day.

Yesterday was bio and its was lik shit...=((....study DNA then so little come out...then stay up late to chiong genetics of virus and bacteria then /NEVER COME OUT OMG!!! imagine how pissed i was....then essay was the wad HIV protease i dun even want to comment lol....Gp ok la just hope i didnt write out of point...

If bio was lik shit...then chem is lik F***...lol...at least bio got 70% chance of passing....chem i tink at most 30% chance of passing....MCQ i only did lik 11 and the rest i also no time to anyhow shade ans T_T.....then the structure and essay ques were lik woah.....soooo simple tad i lost 20 marks by default....do halfway i really feel lik giving up and just walking out of the exam hall lik wad kx told me....cant believe i was actually confident i could pass my chem block test until i sat for the paper...crap sia

today went home then got chi tuition which i also tink is pointless shld hav studied maths instead....tomoroe is maths in the morn and chi in the aft...=_=....2 of my worse subs.....i really really really really hope can pass my maths and chi dis time round altough i highly doubt god actually reads my blog....=_=....

just recieve letter from mindef say wad must go pulau tekong for briefing....sian...its lik wa lau eh i wan go enjoy myself aft test then also dowan let me....>.<....ok la if i not going to study i might as well go slp first....=.=

wish myself and my buddies all the best!!!! i will need it!! thks zqq u are so kind!!! dun mention it its my pleasure!!! gd luck to u too love u!!! i love u too!!! bb nites dun stay up too late!!! u take care of urself too!!

shit sia....starting to tok to myself....=_=""

To a bitch fagard

i dunno y u are still reading my blog when we have agreed not to read each others blog already....i am going according to the rules YOU set but im afraid tads not the case for u urself.....it dosen matter to me when u block/delete me on msn and ur critisising of me in ur/other ppl blog or even in tad tiny cell u call ur brain dosen concern me....HOWEVER i tink ar....i said i tink only ar....tad coming to my blog and tagging and critisizing me is going waaaaay to far? yes? no? pardon me but as u hav said i dun really understand when is going too far so maybe u can tell me?....perhaps u were not able to understand wad we agreed on or maybe ur head is too full of shit to understand....i dunno....im not u.....i guess ignoring and pretending u dun exist is too good for u and u wish me to do smt more drastic?.....or else the last and most noble but unlikely reason i can tink of is tad u finally realise u are a disease/scourge/ to the earth and its inhabitants and u wish to for once do smt gd to the ppl by asking me to annihilate u once and for all? if it is for any reason plz feel free to debate with me online instead of trying to make known ur pitiful and unwanted existance by tagging my blog...

AND just in case u are not able to comprehand all wad i have typed up ther here is a simple sumary just for u wow see im so kind even to a living piece of shit:

My blog is only for frens and at the very least sentient beings to visit....so do not dirty my blog with ur vile stench and plz go back to whichever shit hole u came from thank you for ur cooperation.

what happen dis week

monday:
slack, went out with honren, boon and siew ling

tuesday:
decide to dl the patch for 1.2c and 1.2d for warcraft for theLAST TIME since all the previous ones cant work....guess wad? SUCCESS!!!! so played dota vs AI whole aft and night....then siew ling say wan to play gunbound so i play with her until about 2 lidat hahaha...planned to meet tomoroe.....for gunbound...haha

wed:
dunno y house so busy.....my father just came back from china and bought a lot of tings back....lets see wad tings of interest he bought....a carbon graphite badminton racket which he claim to be the best racket he could find in china....but then all the others were made of aluminium so i guess its ook...its china after all....then he also bought da vinci code, poseidon, mi3 DVDs but all in chinese and the english subtitles can mak u go mad....omg 1 day u all come my house i show u the china's english subtitles......also he bought a LOT of chips all is jack fruit flavour la, mango flavour la i also dunno 4 wad coz we still got 1 bunch of those type of chips hidden somewhere in the storeroom ><......then at nite played gunbound a while slept at 3....

today:
I tink....i will study today.....i hope i will study today.....haizzz

tomorow:
if cannot study today then hope can go ginny house study....><

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ook so i tink most of my frens see the videos already.....><.....but everybody dowan watch the silent hill video.....no need scared 1 not lik the monster goin to jump out tear ur limbs apart and start devouring u piece by piece =(((......ok its not scary la....actually its very funny......really.....i dun lie.....i lie for wad?..... *fake halo appears over head**fingers crossed*

anyway can feel the heat already....every1 start studying and piaing already....all except me tad is hahaha u see my log above noe liao....k so i try to study from today onwards.....yup wish me all the best hahaha..... anyway my profile has been edited until very long *yes boon thks for commenting* haha hard to brainstorm all out 1 =P.....anyway.....gd luck to all those piaing heh.....dun overstress

saw dis on the bullitin posted by jeslyn haha....read its interesting =)

the real man
Message: check out da highlighted part..its true
dun waste ur
time on those who r not worth it..gals
Message: You might agree with it, but when it
actually
happens 99% of girls dont realize it till it is
too late
and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he
has
moved on to someone who will take notice.
From a guys point of view:
We don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some
random guy walks into the room and you jump
up
and tackle him, without even introducing us,
yeah,
it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him
for
ten minutes without even acknowledging the
fact
that we're still there.
We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the
morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing
is
that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the
morning.
_____________________________________
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__________
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/
gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince you.
The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
_____________________________________
_____
__________
Yeah, you can quote me.
_____________________________________
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__________
Don't be mad when we hold the door open.
Take Advantage of the mood im in.
LET US PAY FOR YOU!
DON'T "FEEL BAD"
We enjoy doing it.
It's expected.
Smile and say "thank you."
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__________
Kiss us when no one's watching.
If you kiss us when you know somebody's
looking,
we'll be more impressed.
_____________________________________
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__________
You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place,
you
don't have to feel the need to wear the
shortest
skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup
you
own.
We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT
you
are.
honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful
when
she's just in her pj's. or my tshirt and boxers,
not
all dolled up
_____________________________________
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__________
Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in
it.
Don't get angry easily.
_____________________________________
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__________
Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt,
Brad
Pitt, or Jesse McCartny is in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care.
You have girlfriends for that.
_____________________________________
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__________
Whatever happened to the
word "handsome"/"beautiful"
I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me
with "Hey
handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/
sexy" or whatever else you can think of.
on the other hand im not sayin i woulndnt like
it
ether ; )
_____________________________________
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Girls, I cannot stress this enough:
IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY A
GUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE. DITCH
HIS SORRY, DISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-
POPULATION ASS, AND FIND SOMEONE WHO
WILL TREAT YOU WITH UTTER RESPECT

Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're
at
your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you
make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad
you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what theyre doing just
to
look you in the
eyes....and say "i love you" ...

....AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT!


Guys repost this if you agree
Girls repost this if you think it's cute
Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this,
so
we hope that all the girls that read this will
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ABOUT THE VIDEOS

HEYYY!!! watch teh videos leh!!...i post ther not for show 1 u no its nice so u all shld watch!!! (huh? wads he saying? not for show but for watching???) Then watch make sure on the sound or else might as well dun watch!! aiya dun care u come my blog means must watch AND COMMENT HAHAHA!!!! Or elese i wun blog anymore until u all comment =(( (*sits on the floor with black face sulking lik a small boy)

silent hill 4 the room




A video for silent hill 4: the room. CAUTION!!! may be a bit scary for some but i like ;) comment ar!!!

today went toa payoh and managed to complete 51 surveys whooooo!!~~~~ from 11 to 2 lidat chionging the surveys.....we went library then went to the food courts and the fast food resturants to do it.....on the way saw jing mei then she goin escape them park never call me =.=......

Anyway after finished went to ginny house.....then saw some1 who make me tio stun.....=.= then no 1 tell me she coming also arghhh!!!!......then mak me say someting embarrassing so loud ARGHH!!!! then i not prepared sia i also dunno y =.= so quiet quiet lidat.....then after she left then play game with ginny brother who lik to bully beginners hahahhaha!!!

anyway dunno y i now very tired so i tink i slp early means now.....maybe wake up at 11 lidat see who still online lor.....nitezzzzz

just now so pai seh sia =.="""

Mortal combat amv

in case any1 dosen noe wad bleach is here is a nice video bout it...enjoy!!! =D

today supposed to go out with sec frens go buffet 1 but in the end dunno y change to k box so i didnt go....dunno if u all angry with me not but i remember i say i dowan go kbox liao....anyway....today rotted at home but managed to complete watching BLEACH EPISODE 83!!!yea!!! been trying to complete the bleach series by watching till 3am at night now finish yay!!! actually i also dunno y i watch bleach its lik very lame heh.....

Y do some ppl do or say tings which they noe will upset or make ppl angry then in the end apologise? i mean is lik totally no meaning in doing so.....or else will be do tings without tinking about wad other ppl feel.....maybe its just tad they wish the other person will get upset then when they upset then they say sorry i never tink be4 i do those tings all tad......the worse ting is being sarcastic and hypocrite at the same time......in front or when toking to the person act nice nice then in the blog post tings say ppl.......another example is when toking happily then suddenly say some sarcastic tings then the other person show he abit not happy then still tok about it.....If u dun lik a person just say la....y must go beat about the bush leaving such obvious clues to who u hinting to or else is tell the person up front face to face WITHOUT sarcasm la at least he or she noe u dun lik him lidat......then also if u dowan ppl to hypocrite u then u dun hypocrite others la......finally i HATE sarcasm....also called as attacking a guy with no weapon u wan to hit ppl expect the other guy to hit u back dun be a coward and hide in ur sarcasm....

ok enuf all all my complains u all not sian i also sian already heh.....ginny ask me blog so i go blog someting for her....GINNY SEE!!!! UR NAME IS IN DIS POST LEH OMG SO EXITED!!!! hahahhaha......oya btw my complains above not only refering to 1 person so dun say i arrow u 1 person only......

anyway....no point getting so worked up over all tad la.....anger is causes of CANCER!!! omg so scary...

oya those of u who stress over the coming exams relax ya? i tell u secret.....pssssst.....i haven started studying yet.....so u want to compare mak urself feel better can compare with me hahahaha

My day started when honren called me in the morning to ask if i was goin sch....call when i half-tired means stubbing toe....ouch.....then went to slp and woke up at around 9 30 then dun feel lik goin sch so i sms jackie to pass my mp3 to some1 going to toa payoh...in the end he pass to ginny so tad when she go bishan can pass to me.....watched bleach till episode 28 then went off meet wei lin buy bbq stuff.

at bout 4++ the lift spoil.....=.=.....then hav to climb down stairs 21 storeys to reach 1st floor.....met the current specialists.....all as childish as ever.....couldn't even decide on wad to buy....=.=.....then dis stupid hazwan supp to plan the bbq 1 then in the end he never.....aftwards supp to meet ginny at bishan to get my mp3 so i ask them if they got enuf money....as suspected they dun hav and i have to lend my $50 then i quicky rush off....abit pissed off

The bbq was ok la....in the end only got $30 back means i lose money T_T.....

Hey sorry to kx and jm if my att dis past few days very lousy cos i tired.....ya.....hey who wans go ghost hunting???? ok maybe not ghost hunting la we go macrithie sight seeing at nite steady?? on?? hahahahaha .......K i need to break out of dis spiral of depression....sometimes i will become very depressed for no reason...dunno y also......started dis week only and its annoying me

suddenly i no y i feeling dis way....my house is a prison.......depressing and controlling.....as long as i not at home i feel more relax but if i dun stay at home i go where with who?? ya means identified problem so must find solution now....

WORLD CUP!!!!!!! ok i not into soccer but must act enthu since every1 is haha

yesterday in the morn went to mac eat breackfast hotcakes with nat, boon, jacky and kaiheng....ok kai heng was jus sitting ther not eating but whatever....chem was boring as usual...aft chem when to edit the pw survey and did the wr in point form.....then when farah and jess left liao realised not supp to do in point form....=.=....so how? faster do lor.....skipped bio to do but at least i think it was good ^^ hahaha.....

In the aft went to Ang mokio library follow honrem grp do pw.....then explored the place abit with arisa...hmmm....reminds me a bit of toa payoh....realised tad i noe so little about many tings...haiz....but happy still lol....supp to meet hazwan roy they all buy bbq stuff at 6 then in the end met them at 7 30 hehex

at night tried to download dota and install the lan but canot sia sian.....means watch bleach hahahaha

yesterday played warcraft orc campaign till 3 am...=.=....went to bed and woke up at 1pm then go online tok to boon a while then continued the campaign and completed it at 4 pm!!! =).....aft tad went to play some single player games against the computor then sian so quit then chat a bit online then go slp a while then eat and when online again at 8+....then super sian so go watch bleach...haiz....means lousy day no lif....

I NEED SOME MOTIVATION IN MY LIFE!!!

ok about the tagg boon send me? i guess i'll just put smt down la.....maybe its tru.....tad guys dun really care much bout dis kind of stuff =x but wth....


1. The tagged victims have to come up with eight different points of his/her perfect lover
2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover
3.Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog
4. If you are tagged the second time, there's no need to do this AGAIN
5. Lastly, most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.

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Gender: Female...wait...erm...ya female....hahaha

1) able to tolerate my nonsense
2) caring
3) not tomboyish but can be active
4) plays some kind of sport....some ppl i noe shun off physical activites =(
5) dosen watch those romantic tv dramas.....i dun hav to elaborate further haha
6) optimistic
7) able to understand me
8) can start conversations easily with
extra 9)hmmm....i dunno....can read my hand writing? lol

i dun tink i will tagg any1 coz few sec sch frens blog so means i gd man =)

====selfpraise is disgrace======

Today when for geog lesson the get back my essay paper....i do 1 ques half page get 5 marks then the other ques i do 2 complete pages i get 6 marks......in the end get 11/25 then minus 3 marks for handing late 1 day so means 8/25....=.=

The stupid bookshop aunty very irresponsible.....she only print the odd number pages then when ask her reprint she say she only wan reprint 20 sets when our class got 25 ppl.....then honren was lik 20 la 20 la then i was lik nooooo!!!!! 25 sets!!! but in the end the aunty cow pei cow bu better then me so print 20 sets lor.....

Chem quite boring the teacher use 1 hr go tru first page then got break.....=.=.....then ginny and farah said smt bout today date 06.06.06 then i was lik THE OMEN!!!!! O.O then discuss and big plans until dunno wad happ then we agree go yishun watch.....so means i and ginny go buy 4.10 tix then ginny went off cos no mood watch =(......then at 4.10 show time!!!!! commercial soooooo long from 4.10 to 4.30 lidat then arisa tell me coz golden village popular cinema so means got a lot of commercial to earn $$$$.....wah so knowledgable i lik sua gu.....='(........then the show a bit scary quite nice then got a few parts arisa cover her eyes then i had to pry her hands loose or else $$$$ wasted....yes i very realistic 1 hahahahahha then honren and siew ling er hum in the dark i wun even comment on it hahahhahaha!!! after tad arisa nad farah need rush off so i wnet home on my own..

reach home completed undead campaign yes!!!! but still got orc haizzzzz......then saw someting which i tink shld see...its bout the production of The Omen.....

According to urban legend, the production was plagued with a series of "curses" to which the crew suggested were perhaps supernatural forces trying to prevent the filming of the movie. Rumored instances include: the plane for scriptwriter David Seltzer was struck by lightning; Richard Donner's hotel was bombed by the Provisional IRA; Gregory Peck canceled a flight to Israel, only for the plane he'd chartered to crash, killing all on board; a warden at the safari park used in the "crazy baboon" scene being attacked and killed by a lion the day after the crew left, and, on the first day of shooting, the principal members of the crew survived a head-on car crash.

Scary rite? means today quite happy day =)

To a very good fren: dun so upset k u got frens who care for u =)

very sian and tired.....its like there is nth much to look forward to.....i dunno....nth to do then play warcraft....totally dun feel lik studying anymor......ya i noe....no good....especially when blog test so close.....no mood to blog also....all the happenings i tired of it all la....i guess dis will be the last post until i get my motivation back....or at least till i feel better....

drifting away.....just coz i make new frens u all have to shun me? y?.....does it mean tad becoz of some stupid argument my frens have to get involved and be critisized as well?? i dunno wad u all are tinking seriously.....i mean.....do u have to go around spreading rumors??? do u have to go spread rumors about ppl coz they are my frens??? i seriously dunno wad i can do to get my message across.....kk i really very sick of explaining i just wish to move on.......ya ya u forgive me whatever.....u auto make me take the blame.....fine....i also dunno wad u all tell 1 another bout other ppl.....so much backstabbing taking place.....joke joke is fine la.....but saying ppl until they lik the bad guy? i tink its too much.....

guilty by association.....dis gotta stop