ok i now juz writing my opinion it is not intended to insult or mock any1....i suddenly tot about it while listening to my blog song....stupid rite k never mind if u dowan read just skip to below the line...
the question tad most people lik to ask.....what is life? what is the meaning of it?...to me...life is but a constant battle....the war with one's self, emotion and feelings....we are all players of this game....this is my theory of life....
all humans were born with a purpose in lif.....that is to fight the darkness that threatens to consume us all....each person was born with thier light burning strong and they battle on to keep it burning bright....life is light and the darkness tries to consume it...it is for tis reason that we continue in this never ending battle between the light and darkness...
In every journey or phase in our life we make allies or enemies....allies are r frens....while enemies are well ur enemies la....every1 fights for a goal....and not everyones goal is the same....they are some who dunno wad they are fighting for....this are the people who hav no meaning in their lifes....as i said frens are allies....any1 knows tad in a war....it is better to have many allies...they aid u in ur quest to vanquish the darkness....with them...ur light burns stronger...u may be influenced to fight in a new direction by them....however ur ultimate goal may be diff.....as with all allies in war.....ther is a chance they may turn their back on u....yup....life is never fair....and so is war....by backstabbing u....u are more vulnerable to the attacks of the darkness....thus it is important tad we continue to stand strong no matter wad lif thows at u....to keep ur light burning bright....
most people are part of a clan....lead by a lord or king, shogun.....the lord gives them the strength to fight the darkness...the people fight for their lord....the lord leads the people to battle the darkness as it comes....the combined strength of the light usually is able to push the forces of darkness back....wad are this clans called? i call them religion...the lord or king may be god himself or the set of values taught....warrior of god...sounds cool O.o...in any case....they are the kingdoms of light....driven by the purpose to destroy the darkness.....however there are also kindoms of darkness but they are a minority....terrorist and such la.....another group of people are the ronnins....warriors without any lord....they fight thier own battle...they have no 1 to lead them in the war....and without guidiance many fall prey to the darkness
in every phase of our lif we battle against diff forms of the darkness it can be selfish emotions or anything.....it can even be things such as work if it causes u stress...the darkness to to extinguish ur light tru this means....it is thus important that we stand strong even in times when nth seems alright....for if u never giv up....the darkness can never touch u
we are all bearers of light....fighting in this never ending war
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ok enuf crap la....today teacher never list to explanation then say me and nat in front of the whole class bleddy shit lor....then while i explaining she say "u dun make me mor angry hor" then i was lik wad the ****??!....anyway she say will let us off if we write a letter of apology...WHATEVER....u arent even in my top 10 positions of problems...=.=....
Maths....my grp members pangseh me....then the mr wu say me....=.=....hey i cant help it if i am lousy in maths....anyway later i reedit the PI during GP.....dunno la.....lik very lousy lidat cause i dun actually noe wad im supp to focus on....during chi went a bit mad cause they show dunno wad lousy show.....aft tad went home slp at 6 30 until 9...soooooo tired.....
ARRGGHHHHH!!!!!!! i seriously dunno how to face the world liao....=.=......okok steady steady if i was cloud wad would i do...? ok la not say i angry with the person who say la but now i am so lik dunno wad to say to any1 liao.....guess this is fate no point complaining theres nothing i can do if thee feels tad way...=.=...AAARHHHH!!!! Ive beeen undone!!!!
Friday, April 28, 2006
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Dunno how to describe today la gd or bad i also dunno....in the morn kena scolded by teacher cause never do the geog tutorial....it was given on mon then u want us to hand up on wed??....if there no bleddy PI i sure would attempt 1 lor....in the end a lot ppl also never do so i didnt even bother explaining my situation....then aft tad skip chi supp to go rest and eat 1 but tis honren say wad wan to do PI yesterday in the end never do so i stayed back and waited 4 him to complete.....aft tad went to eat then he lik never really bother to hide himself then got seen by the chi teacher...-.-"....but i guess even if she didnt see us she would still report us as truant....its was lik 11+ and i was already effing fed up with the sch and teachers...-.-".....then aft tad arisa and nat go dunno say wad ting then tis kai heng lik angry say nat only tell girl tings never tell boy...LOL...later i tried to extract wad nat said to arisa then kaiheng dunno y suddenly say smt lik tis:
"u tink gossip can be successful in life?
do u tink tad if gossip will become rich?
y dun we talk about smt nicer lik hows ur day? did u enjoy ur lunch?"
then is lik wad the hell is he saying man? hahahahaha anyway later we went 4 the bmt ting in the bus Nat say smt tad made me a bit confused and make me wonder if it is worth it =x then first part was a long introduction by the second in command of the BMT sch then i lik dunno y can hear a faint background music being played while he.....talking......then suddenly he stopped then the music become lik quite apparent lik som1 phone ringing lidat.....Suddenly i asked kai heng....
"did u off my mp3?"
kh: ya
zqq: tak out and check
he took it out and the blue light was on...-.-"
kh: there...its off wad...
at tad point i really wanted to whack him la but i quickly took it and turn the mp3 off *the sound was at max somore no wonder so loud...* anyways the talk was quite interesting and humorous...later on we went 4 a tour of the place then we went to IMT room....its a room where u use a M16 rifle connected to a screen which is connected to a com...this way no real ammo hav to be used while training shooting....in ncc we every year will go 4 marksmanship shooting in a IMT room at i tink Nee Soon Camp there a few times and i always just manage to pass so i wasn lik very enthu about showing off my lousiness....but then i saw kai hengs enthuness and decided to give it a shot la....in the end all bulls eye O.O WOOO HOOOO!!!! maybe because now i not so stress by the sirs so shoot better anyway i damn happy then every1 behind watching was lik "wah tis guy damn pro..."... ^^...aft tad we went to see a few mor lame stuff which i seen be4 lik a few times in ncc then we went 4 refreshment
after eating the cakes....tis kai heng suddenly took my paper plate and poke holes in it make it into lik a smiley face...hahahha...then he put on nats face to see how it looked hahaha.....then he keep playing with the stupid ting and i wondered if perhaps the cakes had affected his mental state....aft tad we went back by boat....during the trip tis kai heng wanted to change sim card with me so can use my phone dunno do wad ting then got a lot of funny ting happ la i lazy elaborate liao then i laugh until stomach pain...hahaha...then we went on the bus and i was lik so tired until i fell asleep in the bus for lik 30 min....reached north point at 7 30 lidat then eat dinner then had a few laughs then reach home at bout 10....
be4 i go ZZZZZ i would lik to lik say smt la.....pls dun ask me who i lik liao cause i will def not tell and even if i tell u who the person is she also wun noe tad i lik her 1 so it is pointless + no meaning la....ya tis goes to my balestier frens as well...yup so =x
"u tink gossip can be successful in life?
do u tink tad if gossip will become rich?
y dun we talk about smt nicer lik hows ur day? did u enjoy ur lunch?"
then is lik wad the hell is he saying man? hahahahaha anyway later we went 4 the bmt ting in the bus Nat say smt tad made me a bit confused and make me wonder if it is worth it =x then first part was a long introduction by the second in command of the BMT sch then i lik dunno y can hear a faint background music being played while he.....talking......then suddenly he stopped then the music become lik quite apparent lik som1 phone ringing lidat.....Suddenly i asked kai heng....
"did u off my mp3?"
kh: ya
zqq: tak out and check
he took it out and the blue light was on...-.-"
kh: there...its off wad...
at tad point i really wanted to whack him la but i quickly took it and turn the mp3 off *the sound was at max somore no wonder so loud...* anyways the talk was quite interesting and humorous...later on we went 4 a tour of the place then we went to IMT room....its a room where u use a M16 rifle connected to a screen which is connected to a com...this way no real ammo hav to be used while training shooting....in ncc we every year will go 4 marksmanship shooting in a IMT room at i tink Nee Soon Camp there a few times and i always just manage to pass so i wasn lik very enthu about showing off my lousiness....but then i saw kai hengs enthuness and decided to give it a shot la....in the end all bulls eye O.O WOOO HOOOO!!!! maybe because now i not so stress by the sirs so shoot better anyway i damn happy then every1 behind watching was lik "wah tis guy damn pro..."... ^^...aft tad we went to see a few mor lame stuff which i seen be4 lik a few times in ncc then we went 4 refreshment
after eating the cakes....tis kai heng suddenly took my paper plate and poke holes in it make it into lik a smiley face...hahahha...then he put on nats face to see how it looked hahaha.....then he keep playing with the stupid ting and i wondered if perhaps the cakes had affected his mental state....aft tad we went back by boat....during the trip tis kai heng wanted to change sim card with me so can use my phone dunno do wad ting then got a lot of funny ting happ la i lazy elaborate liao then i laugh until stomach pain...hahaha...then we went on the bus and i was lik so tired until i fell asleep in the bus for lik 30 min....reached north point at 7 30 lidat then eat dinner then had a few laughs then reach home at bout 10....
be4 i go ZZZZZ i would lik to lik say smt la.....pls dun ask me who i lik liao cause i will def not tell and even if i tell u who the person is she also wun noe tad i lik her 1 so it is pointless + no meaning la....ya tis goes to my balestier frens as well...yup so =x
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
yesterday never do anywork....so happy....tot can get the grp list somore...in the end....the stupid teacher never come.....haiz....then now sooooooo much work to do sia....PI la....geog la....eng LEP la.....and chinese test somore....=.=.....today fun day la....in morning kai heng say a damn funny racist joke then i keep laughing lol....later PE lesson tad time play squash very fun until the pe teacher say cannot but traces and eliz still can play....LOL.....bleddy bias sia....anyway....today got student council election....then i worried for my fren wei han cause he not use to public speaking *same as me tads y i never join* then i tell my frens make sure vote for wei han ar or else not my fren....lol....then later i went with arisa to united square cause got free ice cream hahahaha....arisa say she lik some1 liao i wonder who?...hmmmm......later, she met her fren and i met kai xiong then while queing up i let jie ying and chen boon cut into our Q...lol...aft that i went to toyrus to look around then saw a nice toy then decide to buy for someone...=P....in the end managed to force jie ying to bring home hahahaha....aft that met roy and gang then we went for another round of ice cream =P *ya i noe we greedy ppl*.....in the end we went to eat at food court then walk home...... just lik the old times..... haiz.....anyway now must go file my geog notes and see if can complete the PI....=.=
Sunday, April 23, 2006
Just realise tad sch is very buzy nowadays....not really a lot of time 4 me to do wad i really want to do...haiz....everybody all sooooooooooooooooo stress about sch work then i lik not stress lidat.....AAARRRHHHH!!!!.......means wad?.....failure in life...-.-....born a slacker die a slacker....OK...i crapping........dunno y some ppl must boast or self praise....i mean is it necessary to say tad u are good??......by doin tis they are actually demoralizing and putting off ppl around them...haiz....forget it....dun talk bout unhappy tings.....had a conversation with kai xiong yesterday very funny...heres how it sort of went *kx is kai xiong and zqq is me*
kx: y u so sad?
zqq: dunno la...
kx: say la
zqq: ok i say but make sure u dun tell any1 ar...
kx: ok
zqq: especially ppl from balestier hill ar...
kx: ok
zqq: not even qinyi ar...
kx: -.-" i dun lik her lor
zqq: okok sry
kx: i tink its about *name* rite?
zqq: shit u la no lor...say somore later her BF come find me..
kx: ok then who?
zqq: i dun feel lik saying liao...
kx: ook lor i wun force u..
1+ min later...
kx: say leh or else nth to talk about
zqq: okok
kx: wait first
zqq: wad?
kx: i must prepar mentally first
zqq: lol
kx: ok ready
zqq: ok
zqq: i am gay
pause for like 10 secs lidat...
kx:oh..
kx: wow
zqq: LOL!!!
zqq: ok...now serious...
kx: just now i tot u were serious
zqq: lol then u say wow?
kx: cause its was the only word tad came to my mind
then the rest is history....then today met up with roy jason and kaixiong hw all never complete =P....tok abit about a fren turned enemy....then they all never change.....yup....miss the times we had in sec sch....but i believe tad we will never forget each other...yupz...*partly because they still owe me money lol*.....i have absolute faith.....be4 i end would lik to thk kaixiong, jason ng, roy, siew ling, chen boon and arisa for thier encouragements!!! =)
kx: y u so sad?
zqq: dunno la...
kx: say la
zqq: ok i say but make sure u dun tell any1 ar...
kx: ok
zqq: especially ppl from balestier hill ar...
kx: ok
zqq: not even qinyi ar...
kx: -.-" i dun lik her lor
zqq: okok sry
kx: i tink its about *name* rite?
zqq: shit u la no lor...say somore later her BF come find me..
kx: ok then who?
zqq: i dun feel lik saying liao...
kx: ook lor i wun force u..
1+ min later...
kx: say leh or else nth to talk about
zqq: okok
kx: wait first
zqq: wad?
kx: i must prepar mentally first
zqq: lol
kx: ok ready
zqq: ok
zqq: i am gay
pause for like 10 secs lidat...
kx:oh..
kx: wow
zqq: LOL!!!
zqq: ok...now serious...
kx: just now i tot u were serious
zqq: lol then u say wow?
kx: cause its was the only word tad came to my mind
then the rest is history....then today met up with roy jason and kaixiong hw all never complete =P....tok abit about a fren turned enemy....then they all never change.....yup....miss the times we had in sec sch....but i believe tad we will never forget each other...yupz...*partly because they still owe me money lol*.....i have absolute faith.....be4 i end would lik to thk kaixiong, jason ng, roy, siew ling, chen boon and arisa for thier encouragements!!! =)
Friday, April 21, 2006
Oasis-wonderwall lyrics
Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now
Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now
And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to youI don't know how
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
Today was gonna be the day?
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now
And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after anYou're my wonderwall
Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
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maybe the song explains how i feel....very confused and dunno wad to do....feel so guilty but cant bring myself to admit it...today sad day...i was never good in matters of the heart.....feel lik a coward....a disgraced warrior....argghh...feel like shit....=(
Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now
Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now
And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to youI don't know how
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
Today was gonna be the day?
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now
And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after anYou're my wonderwall
Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
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maybe the song explains how i feel....very confused and dunno wad to do....feel so guilty but cant bring myself to admit it...today sad day...i was never good in matters of the heart.....feel lik a coward....a disgraced warrior....argghh...feel like shit....=(
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
monday=boring day
nth to comment about in sch....recieved sms from jason toh from city harvest asking how was sch....dunno wad to do so never ans....arisa then sent me message saying tad cell group people wan to meet me....later i went home on my own....blood donation girl from city harvest call me say wan to meet...i tio stun 4 a while la....then i say got test i tired all sorts of excuses also come out then we continue to talk talk talk...until reach toa payoh...scary....lik the people stalking me lidat...O.o.....started studying at 9 for bio =.= then went to slp at bout 1+....
tuesday
whole day studying 4 bio test.....when test come damn hard sia....luckily my mcq all full marks...whew....after tad we had a short birthday bash for nat but not as fun as my sec sch because lik not every1 whack =(....went home with kai heng, siew ling, arisa, honren and jacky....suddenly came to my mind was the bbq where kai heng use boonz towel then i told him....he reaction damn big then lik cannot face the whole liao lol...... this kai heng see pink tings immediately use 1 never tink 1 lol.....i mean would a guy lik me have a PINK towel??? omg...on the mrt i saw arisa BF.....discuss with them how the cake for nat and wei hao Bday *arisa BF not included of coarse*....when reach home....jason toh from city harvest call me and i tio stun dunno wad to do then wait until the phone stop ringing haha.....i evil man....very scary...lik the stalking getting out of hand lidat...hahaha....started studying for geog at 9 again =.=.....then halfway feel very depressed cause fren depressed...=(....list to final fantasy battle songs then i got motivation to study again.....=)....
wed=today
first ting was geog test....was so easy i tot insulting my intelligence so i left a lot of ques blank....... -.-"....tis kai heng never study so he report sick never go for test....lol....later during geog wanted to lift liven tings up a bit after the test so i ask honren.....u got see cyclops be4???....hahahha....then i use my 10 dollar note show hahahah....when kai heng saw his reaction damn big laugh so loud....then i ask u noe how to make the person in the note happy or sad???....then i show them then tis kai heng became very fascinated with the $10 for 30 min of the geog tut...lol...during bio lect got test then i never study for it but lucky siew ling sit beside me then i copy some of her ans hahaha thks siew ling!!=)....honren and kaiheng and belinda left early cause got competition....then i lonely man during bio tut....aft sch we eat sing cut the cake for nat and wei hao....then i and jacky wiped the cake on nats face....too bad no camera or surly more tings to can do 1..... =P.....haiz....later i nat and arisa never go to cca cause i also dunno y la just sian dowan go....had some discussions on god.....at bout 6+ went to play badminton....played the first round with arisa to warm up hahaha tads y i keep missing =P....after tad i self learned to play the final fantsay victory tune on er hu and guitar hahahaha....went to eat dinner with rest then everybody all lik dao me.....i sad man...
Tis few days had some complicated tots and is interfering with my concentration....dunno la...but my heart starts to ache and become heavy when i tink about it ....the more i try not to tink about it the more i tink about it and my heart aches even more.....hard to explain....rather personal so i dun say here best....never mind....must not be sad.....so that others around me will not be affected.....many ppl in class like very disillusioned with frens....dunno y also....really hope tad i can help to change thier mindset....but maybe its just me la...shld learn not to care bout ppl so much....dunno wad to do also.....just hope tad every1 will be happier then i also can happy =)
nth to comment about in sch....recieved sms from jason toh from city harvest asking how was sch....dunno wad to do so never ans....arisa then sent me message saying tad cell group people wan to meet me....later i went home on my own....blood donation girl from city harvest call me say wan to meet...i tio stun 4 a while la....then i say got test i tired all sorts of excuses also come out then we continue to talk talk talk...until reach toa payoh...scary....lik the people stalking me lidat...O.o.....started studying at 9 for bio =.= then went to slp at bout 1+....
tuesday
whole day studying 4 bio test.....when test come damn hard sia....luckily my mcq all full marks...whew....after tad we had a short birthday bash for nat but not as fun as my sec sch because lik not every1 whack =(....went home with kai heng, siew ling, arisa, honren and jacky....suddenly came to my mind was the bbq where kai heng use boonz towel then i told him....he reaction damn big then lik cannot face the whole liao lol...... this kai heng see pink tings immediately use 1 never tink 1 lol.....i mean would a guy lik me have a PINK towel??? omg...on the mrt i saw arisa BF.....discuss with them how the cake for nat and wei hao Bday *arisa BF not included of coarse*....when reach home....jason toh from city harvest call me and i tio stun dunno wad to do then wait until the phone stop ringing haha.....i evil man....very scary...lik the stalking getting out of hand lidat...hahaha....started studying for geog at 9 again =.=.....then halfway feel very depressed cause fren depressed...=(....list to final fantasy battle songs then i got motivation to study again.....=)....
wed=today
first ting was geog test....was so easy i tot insulting my intelligence so i left a lot of ques blank....... -.-"....tis kai heng never study so he report sick never go for test....lol....later during geog wanted to lift liven tings up a bit after the test so i ask honren.....u got see cyclops be4???....hahahha....then i use my 10 dollar note show hahahah....when kai heng saw his reaction damn big laugh so loud....then i ask u noe how to make the person in the note happy or sad???....then i show them then tis kai heng became very fascinated with the $10 for 30 min of the geog tut...lol...during bio lect got test then i never study for it but lucky siew ling sit beside me then i copy some of her ans hahaha thks siew ling!!=)....honren and kaiheng and belinda left early cause got competition....then i lonely man during bio tut....aft sch we eat sing cut the cake for nat and wei hao....then i and jacky wiped the cake on nats face....too bad no camera or surly more tings to can do 1..... =P.....haiz....later i nat and arisa never go to cca cause i also dunno y la just sian dowan go....had some discussions on god.....at bout 6+ went to play badminton....played the first round with arisa to warm up hahaha tads y i keep missing =P....after tad i self learned to play the final fantsay victory tune on er hu and guitar hahahaha....went to eat dinner with rest then everybody all lik dao me.....i sad man...
Tis few days had some complicated tots and is interfering with my concentration....dunno la...but my heart starts to ache and become heavy when i tink about it ....the more i try not to tink about it the more i tink about it and my heart aches even more.....hard to explain....rather personal so i dun say here best....never mind....must not be sad.....so that others around me will not be affected.....many ppl in class like very disillusioned with frens....dunno y also....really hope tad i can help to change thier mindset....but maybe its just me la...shld learn not to care bout ppl so much....dunno wad to do also.....just hope tad every1 will be happier then i also can happy =)
Sunday, April 16, 2006
Day be4 yesterday...14 april....
got bbq...quite fun la keep disturbing kai heng hahaha....then arisa also come...so happy finally she come to my house =)....then she also brought her little sister...miki... and every1 try to bluff me tad miki is boonz sister....luckily i smart so never fall 4 the trick haha...traces and steven came later and the whole ting was over by 11 lidat....be4 i slept at 3am got a few tings happ then i feel guilty and sad....
yesterday....15 april
throat was really bad so i wen to see doctor then he give me medicine.....felt lik postponing my tuition so tad i can sleep but tot a bout it a while and decided it will be unfair to the tutor.....went for the city harvest ting at nite at expo....everybody down there very enthu....then i very bored so i try to confuse every1.....Miki went as well...then i realised her laugh is damn contagious hahhaha.....the whole service was quite enriching....during the first part got singing.....then everybody lik raise their hand and close thier eyes then very scary....O.O.....lik some cult lidat....no offence...i ask Nat wad they doin and he say is supp to reach out to god....O.O....i see steven singin and enjoying himself....then Miki who not a christian also lik participating actively....how i noe???....cause i kept looking around hahaha....but was very fun la.....then the play was splendid...everyting was done profesionally....maybe i shld read up more on christianity....during the service got 1 part every1 supp to close thier eyes to get close to god or smt i tink but i never then keep looking around....O.o....well i did do it for a while....
later on the pastor say smt about those who belive in god plz com to the front then i heard Nat say shit...HAHAHAHa....then Arisa ask us to go to the front so i enthu a bit go to the front....aft the last song every1 started collecting phone numbers all this then try to convert me...O.O....but i dowan say i dun believe in god spoil the mood ma so when they ask me if i believe not then i ans INDIRECTLY.....god and i went our seperate ways long ago.....i tink Arisa wan me to join la but sorry....really.....=/.....
reached home at bout 12....changed my blog skin to smt not so evil cause got few frends dun lik evil ppl like me....then got someting happ which i also blur dunno wads happening then i no mood to blog...yupz...
TODAY
today slept till 10 then go cut hair then go slp again until 4 then felt better and started doin PI....ya...tads all la now i tink got a lot of work still but i heck care la...anyway thanks Arisa and others who made my past 3 days enjoyable ^^
got bbq...quite fun la keep disturbing kai heng hahaha....then arisa also come...so happy finally she come to my house =)....then she also brought her little sister...miki... and every1 try to bluff me tad miki is boonz sister....luckily i smart so never fall 4 the trick haha...traces and steven came later and the whole ting was over by 11 lidat....be4 i slept at 3am got a few tings happ then i feel guilty and sad....
yesterday....15 april
throat was really bad so i wen to see doctor then he give me medicine.....felt lik postponing my tuition so tad i can sleep but tot a bout it a while and decided it will be unfair to the tutor.....went for the city harvest ting at nite at expo....everybody down there very enthu....then i very bored so i try to confuse every1.....Miki went as well...then i realised her laugh is damn contagious hahhaha.....the whole service was quite enriching....during the first part got singing.....then everybody lik raise their hand and close thier eyes then very scary....O.O.....lik some cult lidat....no offence...i ask Nat wad they doin and he say is supp to reach out to god....O.O....i see steven singin and enjoying himself....then Miki who not a christian also lik participating actively....how i noe???....cause i kept looking around hahaha....but was very fun la.....then the play was splendid...everyting was done profesionally....maybe i shld read up more on christianity....during the service got 1 part every1 supp to close thier eyes to get close to god or smt i tink but i never then keep looking around....O.o....well i did do it for a while....
later on the pastor say smt about those who belive in god plz com to the front then i heard Nat say shit...HAHAHAHa....then Arisa ask us to go to the front so i enthu a bit go to the front....aft the last song every1 started collecting phone numbers all this then try to convert me...O.O....but i dowan say i dun believe in god spoil the mood ma so when they ask me if i believe not then i ans INDIRECTLY.....god and i went our seperate ways long ago.....i tink Arisa wan me to join la but sorry....really.....=/.....
reached home at bout 12....changed my blog skin to smt not so evil cause got few frends dun lik evil ppl like me....then got someting happ which i also blur dunno wads happening then i no mood to blog...yupz...
TODAY
today slept till 10 then go cut hair then go slp again until 4 then felt better and started doin PI....ya...tads all la now i tink got a lot of work still but i heck care la...anyway thanks Arisa and others who made my past 3 days enjoyable ^^
Friday, April 14, 2006
yi hui managed to get into our class while yan shuang managed to get to ctg 112.....yay....maybe our class will be more enthu and happier =)......but come to tink of it.......i dun tink will make much of a diff 4 me.....most prob yihui will go with her grp of frens and i will go with mine....no diff.....dosent matter much.....
today was the ctg 113 class outing.....it was pretty disorganised la and some ppl become angry then bad mood....then attitude me....never mind....anyway 4 dinner we went to marina square ther to eat and mrs seng treat us drinks =) yea!!!....after eating we went to tour around the esplanade area and i performed a short skit with jie ying....HAHAHAHAHA!!!......then a lot of ppl watching but dunno la i tink i will never be mature.....haiz....later on went to merlion then go walk walk a while mor then i kena scam into buying ginger beer so yucky.....major yucksss.....but then mother say its good 4 my throat so i fin all...today whole day tak a lot of pictures so every1 happy....well almost every1....*not saying me*
tot about a few stuff today.....maybe because i too childish so ppl dun lik me =(.....ppl scold me.....ppl dao me....maybe from tomoroe onwards i stay silent and talk only when i have to....ya...act the mature no nonsense type.....now super tired...then throat lik shit.....better slp now or tomoroe the gathering cmi....
today was the ctg 113 class outing.....it was pretty disorganised la and some ppl become angry then bad mood....then attitude me....never mind....anyway 4 dinner we went to marina square ther to eat and mrs seng treat us drinks =) yea!!!....after eating we went to tour around the esplanade area and i performed a short skit with jie ying....HAHAHAHAHA!!!......then a lot of ppl watching but dunno la i tink i will never be mature.....haiz....later on went to merlion then go walk walk a while mor then i kena scam into buying ginger beer so yucky.....major yucksss.....but then mother say its good 4 my throat so i fin all...today whole day tak a lot of pictures so every1 happy....well almost every1....*not saying me*
tot about a few stuff today.....maybe because i too childish so ppl dun lik me =(.....ppl scold me.....ppl dao me....maybe from tomoroe onwards i stay silent and talk only when i have to....ya...act the mature no nonsense type.....now super tired...then throat lik shit.....better slp now or tomoroe the gathering cmi....
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
today got good and bad news.....yanshuang didnt manage to appeal into yj =(....but yi hui DID!!! YAY!!! =).....nothing much happ in class other then failing my chi test by 0.5 mark and saboed by geog teacher to draw ridge diagram...-.-....the chem test is....aiya dunno la.....but today i also happy cause i learn to play the er hu *is tad how u spell it?*....then also considering to join CO cause a lot of ppl ask me join......
got few frens look very sad these few days.....namely chen boon, arisa and siew ling....altough they say they not sad or depress but thier actions say otherwise....then when they look so sad i also feel very sad....so i try to cheer them up.....but altough i may make them laugh a while.....they will soon look sad again....so sad....dunno wad i can do to help...feel so helpless....i noe tad everybody very stress and tired tis days so may every1 pls be more tolerant as we may say ting we do not mean.....and even the slightest provocation or a once harmless joke may insult others and they may say harsh words tad cut across the heart at the spur of the moment.....
AND so i beg every1.....pls be forgiving during phase.....do not take tings to heart.....and pls maintain ur usual cheerful self.....i try my best to keep everybodies interest in mind but however.....i am still human and make mistakes......ther4 i would lik to apologise to every1 if i hav pissed u off.....i also would lik to apologize on the behalf of every1 i noe if they had in someway pissed u off....pls do not be sad or angry anymore....smile and be happy....cheers =)
now must do some shitty stuff.....haiz....NEW resolution.....i will spend mor time with my frens and make them happy!!!!...may tomorow be a better day!!! ;)
got few frens look very sad these few days.....namely chen boon, arisa and siew ling....altough they say they not sad or depress but thier actions say otherwise....then when they look so sad i also feel very sad....so i try to cheer them up.....but altough i may make them laugh a while.....they will soon look sad again....so sad....dunno wad i can do to help...feel so helpless....i noe tad everybody very stress and tired tis days so may every1 pls be more tolerant as we may say ting we do not mean.....and even the slightest provocation or a once harmless joke may insult others and they may say harsh words tad cut across the heart at the spur of the moment.....
AND so i beg every1.....pls be forgiving during phase.....do not take tings to heart.....and pls maintain ur usual cheerful self.....i try my best to keep everybodies interest in mind but however.....i am still human and make mistakes......ther4 i would lik to apologise to every1 if i hav pissed u off.....i also would lik to apologize on the behalf of every1 i noe if they had in someway pissed u off....pls do not be sad or angry anymore....smile and be happy....cheers =)
now must do some shitty stuff.....haiz....NEW resolution.....i will spend mor time with my frens and make them happy!!!!...may tomorow be a better day!!! ;)
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
wed....chem test....thurs.....class outing.....fri....bbq....sat.....some easter tingy....hiaz....today learned how to play a short piece on the piano... yay!! (thks siew ling^^)......
everybody is very stress.....so i hope tad every1 will be forgiving in whatever ppl say or do tad might insult or get on ur nerves....=)....i can already feel the stress in the air.....chill people....must learn to take tings easy.....hahax....with frens i am sure we will be able to make it....a word of advice though....u may not be able to change others.....but u can very surely change urself....as long as u hav the will...tis is not directed to 1 but to a few ppl so dun say i saying u =P
shit la tomorow got test must study haiz....oya ppl say i funny.....no good la.....class got too many clowns already......from tomorow onwards....i will be serious....yes u heard it....i will be solemn and serious and mature.....ok now better not tok so much and get to my studies....haha....gd luckzzzz 4 the chem test =P
~~~~tomorow a new man shall be born~~~~~~
everybody is very stress.....so i hope tad every1 will be forgiving in whatever ppl say or do tad might insult or get on ur nerves....=)....i can already feel the stress in the air.....chill people....must learn to take tings easy.....hahax....with frens i am sure we will be able to make it....a word of advice though....u may not be able to change others.....but u can very surely change urself....as long as u hav the will...tis is not directed to 1 but to a few ppl so dun say i saying u =P
shit la tomorow got test must study haiz....oya ppl say i funny.....no good la.....class got too many clowns already......from tomorow onwards....i will be serious....yes u heard it....i will be solemn and serious and mature.....ok now better not tok so much and get to my studies....haha....gd luckzzzz 4 the chem test =P
~~~~tomorow a new man shall be born~~~~~~
Sunday, April 09, 2006
Below u will see the lyrics of the one winged angel..... sephiroth.....the final boss of final fantasy 7....the meaning of the german words are in brackets and i hav put the song as my background music...enjoy!!
(warning: may too satanic for some) =P
MWWWHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!SEPHIROTH TOTALLY RULEXXXXXX!!!!!!!YEA!!!!!
lyrics for One winged angel FFVII
[CHORUS]
Estuans interius (Burning inside)
ira vehementi (with raging anger)
Estuans interius
ira vehementi
Sephiroth
Sephiroth
[REPEAT CHORUS]
Sors immanis (Fate - monstrous)
Et inanis (and empty)
Sors immanis
Et inanis
[REPEAT CHORUS]
Veni, veni, venias, (Come, come, O come)
Ne me mori facias (Do not let me die)
Veni, veni, venias,
Ne me mori facias
[REPEAT VERSE]
[SOPRANO SOLO]
Veni, veni, venias,
Gloriosa (Glorious)
Ne me mori facias
Generosa (Noble)
Veni, veni, venias,
Gloriosa
Ne me mori facias
Generosa
[REPEAT VERSE]
Sephiroth
Sephiroth
(warning: may too satanic for some) =P
MWWWHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!SEPHIROTH TOTALLY RULEXXXXXX!!!!!!!YEA!!!!!
lyrics for One winged angel FFVII
[CHORUS]
Estuans interius (Burning inside)
ira vehementi (with raging anger)
Estuans interius
ira vehementi
Sephiroth
Sephiroth
[REPEAT CHORUS]
Sors immanis (Fate - monstrous)
Et inanis (and empty)
Sors immanis
Et inanis
[REPEAT CHORUS]
Veni, veni, venias, (Come, come, O come)
Ne me mori facias (Do not let me die)
Veni, veni, venias,
Ne me mori facias
[REPEAT VERSE]
[SOPRANO SOLO]
Veni, veni, venias,
Gloriosa (Glorious)
Ne me mori facias
Generosa (Noble)
Veni, veni, venias,
Gloriosa
Ne me mori facias
Generosa
[REPEAT VERSE]
Sephiroth
Sephiroth
Saturday, April 08, 2006
SLEPT at 8 yesterday......also dunno how la aft bathing i lie down on my bed 4 a while then sleep liao.....worse part is never eat dinner so dam hungry....now i noe wad it means by accidentally falling asleep...lol...
aft reading nat's blog i realise tad got quite a few stuff tad happ in sch and i never blog about it so i guess i will summarize my week today...=)
on mon and tues was lik crap la cause rushing hw...all the way until lik 1+ so very tired =.= nth much to comment about other then the siew ling video on monday hahaha...
on wed for bio science club was WEEDING.....yes its weeding....i also dunno wad does weeding got to do with the bs club....i tot its 4 the green club??....anyway weed weed weed....reminded me of the time in ncc we had to do stupid stuff like picking rubbish and serving drinks in our ncc unform...damn paiseh sia....ncc should be marchin around holding rifles looking smart not doin tis kind of crap man....anyway the cca ended at 5 lidat then cb went to meet her frens while i went around the school looking lik a lost soul -.-....went to disturb CO a while then sian out so go to squash court sitting area listen to mp3 and sleep.....zzzzz...aft tad was the p13 dinner...yay....nat, cb, kh they all go meet steven and rest first while i help to keep the CO stuff =P....at the CO room i was lik playin with the drums then siew ling and jacky also dunno y lik givin me a funny look...uno....the eye and mouth big big tad kind... but i heck care cause fun....then they later tell my the CO chairman was beside looking at me sia....wah....scaryy.....
we soon went to northpoint to catch the rest....as usual there was no space 4 us -.- but we managed to push the mountain of bags to the floor so we can sit....AS we were buying the food....kh ask me if that person boy or girl then i say WHERE? WHER? very loud and look around....at that moment...got 1 guy and girl staring at me so i stare back cause i tio stunn for 10 sec and i was y the hell i staring at them so i went went off to buy the food....kh continue to stare at the she-he then we walk back to the table eat....dunno y all the girls sit 1 table then the guys sit another table other then siew ling and yi hui whom got state liao mah so understanderble....i went off to buy drink...when i come back i saw the table dunno y so empty and siew ling was in a flustered state (no doubt worried about honren) then tell me got nice show!! got nice show!! so i followed her to see got what nice show....
in the end realised that got 1 bugger go to kai heng say wads ur problem cause tad time kh keep staring then kai heng and some of the guys go talk to the bugger.....then dunno say wad la then kai heng scared so he ask the person go toilet settle....in the end....nth happ la so i tink siew ling a bit dissapointed.....anyway aft tad went home do chi work.....sianxxx
thursday boring day nth much to say so =x
friday....learned smt very imp in gp today.......mr nathan goes to east coast park to jog.....o.O...anyway aft sch no chinese....yay....so we went northpoint to waste our time...i and kai heng bought a spiky band so tad can use as weapon in case need to go toilet settle tings....later we went macdonald then i tried the strawberry milkshake and it tastes lik strawberry flavered milkshake....aft toking a while we went to ask sch to appeal to for yihui and yanshuang to come back and i and kaiheng agreed tad buyng the spike band to day was good idea....it seems tad we may get a chance to use it if tings go wrong......uno wad i mean....make tings messier if tings turn messy =P....however....our plan was foiled cause the principal not in.....-.-....met sheng yi on the way home and she say tad the band on me not nice but nice on kai heng so i sad =(
i tink later tonite i will tak revenge on kai heng by blogging 4 him....hehehehe...i evil man =P
aft reading nat's blog i realise tad got quite a few stuff tad happ in sch and i never blog about it so i guess i will summarize my week today...=)
on mon and tues was lik crap la cause rushing hw...all the way until lik 1+ so very tired =.= nth much to comment about other then the siew ling video on monday hahaha...
on wed for bio science club was WEEDING.....yes its weeding....i also dunno wad does weeding got to do with the bs club....i tot its 4 the green club??....anyway weed weed weed....reminded me of the time in ncc we had to do stupid stuff like picking rubbish and serving drinks in our ncc unform...damn paiseh sia....ncc should be marchin around holding rifles looking smart not doin tis kind of crap man....anyway the cca ended at 5 lidat then cb went to meet her frens while i went around the school looking lik a lost soul -.-....went to disturb CO a while then sian out so go to squash court sitting area listen to mp3 and sleep.....zzzzz...aft tad was the p13 dinner...yay....nat, cb, kh they all go meet steven and rest first while i help to keep the CO stuff =P....at the CO room i was lik playin with the drums then siew ling and jacky also dunno y lik givin me a funny look...uno....the eye and mouth big big tad kind... but i heck care cause fun....then they later tell my the CO chairman was beside looking at me sia....wah....scaryy.....
we soon went to northpoint to catch the rest....as usual there was no space 4 us -.- but we managed to push the mountain of bags to the floor so we can sit....AS we were buying the food....kh ask me if that person boy or girl then i say WHERE? WHER? very loud and look around....at that moment...got 1 guy and girl staring at me so i stare back cause i tio stunn for 10 sec and i was y the hell i staring at them so i went went off to buy the food....kh continue to stare at the she-he then we walk back to the table eat....dunno y all the girls sit 1 table then the guys sit another table other then siew ling and yi hui whom got state liao mah so understanderble....i went off to buy drink...when i come back i saw the table dunno y so empty and siew ling was in a flustered state (no doubt worried about honren) then tell me got nice show!! got nice show!! so i followed her to see got what nice show....
in the end realised that got 1 bugger go to kai heng say wads ur problem cause tad time kh keep staring then kai heng and some of the guys go talk to the bugger.....then dunno say wad la then kai heng scared so he ask the person go toilet settle....in the end....nth happ la so i tink siew ling a bit dissapointed.....anyway aft tad went home do chi work.....sianxxx
thursday boring day nth much to say so =x
friday....learned smt very imp in gp today.......mr nathan goes to east coast park to jog.....o.O...anyway aft sch no chinese....yay....so we went northpoint to waste our time...i and kai heng bought a spiky band so tad can use as weapon in case need to go toilet settle tings....later we went macdonald then i tried the strawberry milkshake and it tastes lik strawberry flavered milkshake....aft toking a while we went to ask sch to appeal to for yihui and yanshuang to come back and i and kaiheng agreed tad buyng the spike band to day was good idea....it seems tad we may get a chance to use it if tings go wrong......uno wad i mean....make tings messier if tings turn messy =P....however....our plan was foiled cause the principal not in.....-.-....met sheng yi on the way home and she say tad the band on me not nice but nice on kai heng so i sad =(
i tink later tonite i will tak revenge on kai heng by blogging 4 him....hehehehe...i evil man =P
Thursday, April 06, 2006
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
tis past few weeks hav been chionging a lot of work....maybe its is partly due to the fact tad i dun do hw during the weekends =.=......jc life quite stress.....many frens saying it too.....even if they dun say also can see 1 so no need hide =)
sometimes....i feel lik i dun understand the world and my frens.....i noe tad life is unfair but y?
they say the eyes are the window to a persons soul and how true it is......however it is still very diff to tell wad they are tinking.....sometimes.....i look at the people around me and tink.....all these ppl.....preoccupied with their own tots and problems....nobody wans to talk.....nobody wans to share......they hide their feelings.....they do not wan others to noe.....everybody in thier own world....too busy with their own problems.....no time to woory about other ppls problems.....because of tis.....they sink into their uncontendment.....they feel tad nobody cares.....how tru.....cause everybody is too preoccupied with their own feelings and do not wan to share....
Y?......y do ppl lik to brood over thier own sadness?....perhaps it is because they feel tad it is pointless to say it out?......maybe.....if we are able to admit our misery and tots......and are willing to treat ur frens problem as mor important as urs.....will u feel better and realise the true and forgotten meaning of frenship....and perhaps understand how i feel.....cause frenship cannot occur if only 1 party is willing....andd the same goes to whatever relationships we may hav....
what is frendship?
how do u define the word friend?
how do u noe tad ur fren is actually ur fren?
how many true friends can 1 hav?
THE NUMBER OF TRUE FRIENDS A PERSON CAN HAV, IS THE NUMBER OF PEOPLE HE OR SHE CAN COMPLETELY TRUST.....but most importantly.....u must allow urself to trust others.....so tad others can trust u.....sit back and ask thyself.....do u really understand ur friend?
however the more significant question is.....do u WANT to understand him or her?....yes i understand....a hand cannot clap on it's own....but if u do not take the first step.....who will?....it is the same as tinking....if no 1 respect me i wun respect others....but if u dun respect others....who will respect u?......in the end u will feel very bad inside.....and may even tink tad it is all his or her fault......same goes to understandin friends......in the end....u may feel tad u are very unlucky as u hav no true friends.....y do people like simple people.....cause they are easy to understand!!.....i am sure many would hav encounter a person who is so stuck up in his or her own world tad the person is oblivious and insensitive to the world?....this are the people who do not wish to understand others or be understood.....and they may not even understand y ppl hate them so much....
if u have frens who can understnad u....and are willing to help u when u are down....isn't it nice?....it is sad....however tad ppl dun realise that they hav to be the 1 taking the first step...... or even if som1 is trying....u dun even notice.....tad is y some people feel tad they hav no frens or tad they can't make frens cause ppl do not understand the meaning of frendship....
in my opinion....a frend whom u do not truly understand, whom u do not wish to learn more about him or her and whom do not understand or make an effort to understand u is just a fren.....but 4 one who does.....it is a gift from urself.....
i hope tis will help all those who are feeling depress or whatsoever....k i end my tots here too tired to continue and chi haven finished =.=
sometimes....i feel lik i dun understand the world and my frens.....i noe tad life is unfair but y?
they say the eyes are the window to a persons soul and how true it is......however it is still very diff to tell wad they are tinking.....sometimes.....i look at the people around me and tink.....all these ppl.....preoccupied with their own tots and problems....nobody wans to talk.....nobody wans to share......they hide their feelings.....they do not wan others to noe.....everybody in thier own world....too busy with their own problems.....no time to woory about other ppls problems.....because of tis.....they sink into their uncontendment.....they feel tad nobody cares.....how tru.....cause everybody is too preoccupied with their own feelings and do not wan to share....
Y?......y do ppl lik to brood over thier own sadness?....perhaps it is because they feel tad it is pointless to say it out?......maybe.....if we are able to admit our misery and tots......and are willing to treat ur frens problem as mor important as urs.....will u feel better and realise the true and forgotten meaning of frenship....and perhaps understand how i feel.....cause frenship cannot occur if only 1 party is willing....andd the same goes to whatever relationships we may hav....
what is frendship?
how do u define the word friend?
how do u noe tad ur fren is actually ur fren?
how many true friends can 1 hav?
THE NUMBER OF TRUE FRIENDS A PERSON CAN HAV, IS THE NUMBER OF PEOPLE HE OR SHE CAN COMPLETELY TRUST.....but most importantly.....u must allow urself to trust others.....so tad others can trust u.....sit back and ask thyself.....do u really understand ur friend?
however the more significant question is.....do u WANT to understand him or her?....yes i understand....a hand cannot clap on it's own....but if u do not take the first step.....who will?....it is the same as tinking....if no 1 respect me i wun respect others....but if u dun respect others....who will respect u?......in the end u will feel very bad inside.....and may even tink tad it is all his or her fault......same goes to understandin friends......in the end....u may feel tad u are very unlucky as u hav no true friends.....y do people like simple people.....cause they are easy to understand!!.....i am sure many would hav encounter a person who is so stuck up in his or her own world tad the person is oblivious and insensitive to the world?....this are the people who do not wish to understand others or be understood.....and they may not even understand y ppl hate them so much....
if u have frens who can understnad u....and are willing to help u when u are down....isn't it nice?....it is sad....however tad ppl dun realise that they hav to be the 1 taking the first step...... or even if som1 is trying....u dun even notice.....tad is y some people feel tad they hav no frens or tad they can't make frens cause ppl do not understand the meaning of frendship....
in my opinion....a frend whom u do not truly understand, whom u do not wish to learn more about him or her and whom do not understand or make an effort to understand u is just a fren.....but 4 one who does.....it is a gift from urself.....
i hope tis will help all those who are feeling depress or whatsoever....k i end my tots here too tired to continue and chi haven finished =.=
Monday, April 03, 2006
be4 i began i will lik to say tad i and jy hav made up and are frens again so no worries ya? =) thks every1 for ur help during tad diff week and i will def mak it up to u all ;)
today......while on the mrt had a talk with jacky and we discuss bout a few tings.....it seems tad ctg 113 is very diff from p13.....in tad the people are diff.....and its not just the newcomers.....but it seems tad many ppl hav changed as well.....they are cliques in the new class.....and it is not as bonded as it shld be.....perhaps wad was holdin the p13 together was actually ppl lik steven and sharmin....u noe....gluing the cliques so tad we may be together as 1....jacky also mentioned ppl such as yi hui and yanshuang.....without them no 1 to make fun of liao....making the class even less fun then it shld be....certain relationships in our class hav problems and i myself is not excluded
however.....no matter wad has happ....we have to move on....adapt to our new environment and class......ther is no use dwelling in the past....brooding over wads not ours to choose.....we must be strong......if there is no steven to liven the class then let P13rians tak the job!! If there is no subject to tok about we can make fun of KAI HENG AND CHEN BOON!!!
Whatever it is.....we must not be depressed....even if relationships hav failed and such....we will PRESS ON!!! MARCH ON TO VICTORY!!!! WE WILL NOT SURRENDER TO THE DEMONS OF THE HEART!!!!! ONWARDS!!!!!!!!
also dunno wad i toking bout liao la.... just crapping......will post someting better next time =P
btw the siew ling video is dam funny can sent me?
today......while on the mrt had a talk with jacky and we discuss bout a few tings.....it seems tad ctg 113 is very diff from p13.....in tad the people are diff.....and its not just the newcomers.....but it seems tad many ppl hav changed as well.....they are cliques in the new class.....and it is not as bonded as it shld be.....perhaps wad was holdin the p13 together was actually ppl lik steven and sharmin....u noe....gluing the cliques so tad we may be together as 1....jacky also mentioned ppl such as yi hui and yanshuang.....without them no 1 to make fun of liao....making the class even less fun then it shld be....certain relationships in our class hav problems and i myself is not excluded
however.....no matter wad has happ....we have to move on....adapt to our new environment and class......ther is no use dwelling in the past....brooding over wads not ours to choose.....we must be strong......if there is no steven to liven the class then let P13rians tak the job!! If there is no subject to tok about we can make fun of KAI HENG AND CHEN BOON!!!
Whatever it is.....we must not be depressed....even if relationships hav failed and such....we will PRESS ON!!! MARCH ON TO VICTORY!!!! WE WILL NOT SURRENDER TO THE DEMONS OF THE HEART!!!!! ONWARDS!!!!!!!!
also dunno wad i toking bout liao la.... just crapping......will post someting better next time =P
btw the siew ling video is dam funny can sent me?
Saturday, April 01, 2006
first of all i would lik to introduce myself.....i noe its kind of wierd to do it now like why the hell would tis guy wan to suddenly intro himself 4 no reason??? well.....the ans is pretty simple really......so tad ppl will noe my darker side.....and wun say tings such as i tot he was a nice person or time reveal a person's true colours and all tad bullshit
i would like to make myself clear tad
i am not a nice guy.......
the way i behave may or may not reflect the way i feel at all
i am short temper
i am violent
i am vulgar
i am sadistic
i am sarcastic
i am unfeeling
i am lazy
i keep secrets
i hav a dark past
i hide my feelings
i always do tings which i may regret
i am indecisive
i hate my family
i dun believe in god
as hard as i try to improve i realise that some tings are impossible to change.....to tink tad i hav changed is only fooling myself as the shadows of my flaws will always remain....
if after reading tis u all feel tad u all dun lik me liao its ok.....i am sick of people assuming tings about me anyway....at least u now noe my true colours...
on a lighter note......heres an email i got from a stranger....
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A story tells that two friends were walking through the desert.
During some point of the journey they had an argument, and one friend slapped the other one in the face. The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in the sand:
TODAY MY BESTFRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THEFACE.
They kept on walking until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath. The one who had been slapped got stuck in the mire and started drowning, but the friend saved him. After he recovered from the near drowning, he wrote on a stone:
TODAY MY BESTFRIEND SAVED MY LIFE.
The friend who had slapped and saved his best friend asked him, "After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand and now, you write on a stone, why?" The other friend replied " When someone hurts us we should write it down in sand where winds of forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can ever erase it."
LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND AND T O CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE.
They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.
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i never include the part wher they say must pass to dunno how many ppl all tad la but i find tis story meaningful....to live and let live....
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i would like to make myself clear tad
i am not a nice guy.......
the way i behave may or may not reflect the way i feel at all
i am short temper
i am violent
i am vulgar
i am sadistic
i am sarcastic
i am unfeeling
i am lazy
i keep secrets
i hav a dark past
i hide my feelings
i always do tings which i may regret
i am indecisive
i hate my family
i dun believe in god
as hard as i try to improve i realise that some tings are impossible to change.....to tink tad i hav changed is only fooling myself as the shadows of my flaws will always remain....
if after reading tis u all feel tad u all dun lik me liao its ok.....i am sick of people assuming tings about me anyway....at least u now noe my true colours...
on a lighter note......heres an email i got from a stranger....
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A story tells that two friends were walking through the desert.
During some point of the journey they had an argument, and one friend slapped the other one in the face. The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in the sand:
TODAY MY BESTFRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THEFACE.
They kept on walking until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath. The one who had been slapped got stuck in the mire and started drowning, but the friend saved him. After he recovered from the near drowning, he wrote on a stone:
TODAY MY BESTFRIEND SAVED MY LIFE.
The friend who had slapped and saved his best friend asked him, "After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand and now, you write on a stone, why?" The other friend replied " When someone hurts us we should write it down in sand where winds of forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can ever erase it."
LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND AND T O CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE.
They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.
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i never include the part wher they say must pass to dunno how many ppl all tad la but i find tis story meaningful....to live and let live....
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