tis days hav been feeling very worn out and my tempers are short....in sch lik losing my patience with almost every1......my faimly members are definetely not helping to mak tings better-.-

i try to keep a cheerful state when people piss me off but it is very difficult......lik swallowing a whole bottle of bitter medicine....the worst is went people go personal with u and u still tak it with a smile.....

i tink even the teachers are against me......-.-

y do i even bother about people's problems....?? i can't even handle my own.....i wan to help....but i m in need of help myself.....i try to help........ but i feel lik my "help" is of no use......feel so useless.....can't even walk properly now......

i sometimes tink about my sec sch days when i and my frens made each other laugh so had until stomach pain........people say i am funny.....i am not....i really wan some1 to make me laugh lik in my sec days.....

"I'm Just A Kid"

I woke up it was 7
I waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own

And here it goes[Chorus:]
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight...

And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me

What the **** is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?

Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid [repeat x5]
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world.

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me tonight
I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause I'm just a kid tonight

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tis song describe exactly how i feel so nth else to say