couldn't sleep last night. whole body aching like siao and temp was 39.1 degree. Morning went see doctor and he supp to give me 2 day mc but my mum dowan. in the end he only give monday mc. Now body still aching. whenever slp then wake up my whole body dam pain and got headache so dowan slp altough tired. Never do any hw also. I hope hw dun pile up haizz...

all my medicines. so many 0.o

My current temp =( whole body aching...

havin a fever right now...my whole body is aching and when and i can taste the back of my throat when i cough. temperature 38.6 degree isit high? i dunno but i noe i feel lik crap now.

Anyway i went for the medical screening yest. My parents brought me there. Had to do blood test la, dental la, x ray la, all this. then aft tad need to take some IQ test. i swear the questions were overwheming. for 1 hr + i stayed in that com lab doing ques after ques. then got 1 section i skipped it accidentally as i was pressing the next button too fast then they say "u have completed this ques" .....

aft tad my parents brought me home and they were dam naggy la. =.=

ate char kuay tiao for lunch.

realise youtube is taking down all the Bleach anime * NOOOOO i will never go to you tube again...* Lucky i found another website which contains anime download for free =)

Supp to go Singapore poly meet farah then meet kx but i didnt feel well so i slept. And guess wad? i overslept >< In the end didnt go then kx had to come my house =P

wanted to go sim lim with kx check out the prices of stuff all these but in the end kx dl somthing then i can finally watch "borat"!!! And so we watched until arisa called and say lets meet at pasta mania at J8.

i ordered some lousy pasta call carbo kana sai and it was really kana sai. lucky gin and arisa could not finish thier meal so i ate thiers ^^ aft tad gin pang seh us and i sent arisa off and i and kx go toa payoh play dota. But the lan there lik shyt la keep disconnecting next time dun go there again.

Went home and started feeling feverish. then today got fever when i woke up. totally cannot move sia, but i 'll survive =)

Oya i finally convince my father to buy new com YES!!! OWNAGE!!!!

ok tads all time to take my medicine cos im sick *in the mind*

sigh....i always blog at the strangest time. when i have alot of work unfinished. maybe blogging is an excuse for me to delay doing my dreadful hw. Afterall im a procastanist. *is that how u spell it?* lets see, i have my GP essay, AQ and summary, 2 bio SPA assignments and a bio test tmr, chem tut, and math so many uncomplete tuts * but not so bad, "not in syllubus anyway hehehe* ....not to forget a geog essay ques...=.=

this has been quite a hell of a week, ate sushi today and yest. yesterday was sakae sushi while today was genki shushi, in fact, i think i ate so much sushi *dam i keep spelling as "shushi" and sushimi that i am starting to look lik a fish *no i dun already look lik a fish thank you very much*

then also worried for my friend... i want to help him but nothing much i can do also other then support him when he needs it. but supporting him is hard too la cos of the bloody hw piling up. Today he ask me go out but i can't cos i have a god dam lot of hw....i am so sorry....i wish i could help more...

sian i hate my life now. All im able to do is mug mug and mug. And im not even doing it all the time. Every free time that i have is spent on doing hw and if 1 day never do hw, it will pile up lik a cockroach multiplying....

k la dun complain so much, must quickly chiong as much hw as possible liao.

Friday the 13th

they say fri day the 13 is an unlucky day. for whatever reason do ppl say that i do not noe. what i noe is that it has certainly been a bad day and experience for me and my friends.


i may use some vulgarities below as i am really tulan with tad person. Maybe im wrong in tad its not my problem and i should not be commenting to much on it as i may not noe everything. However, based on wad ive gone tru with him last night, i think its enuf to noe tad she is an ass hole.


i met my friend last night. His gf or ex gf was creating a lot of problem for him and he was very disturb. And its not the typical breakin up situation. (i shall refer to "her" as bitch) that bitch was threatning to kill herself if my friend dun give in (i shall refer to my friend as dave). dave told me it all started when he was required to work for 3 whole days and could not call her as he was too busy. aft that she started fucking up and said fucking things lik she going out with her ex or wanting to break up. Apparently things were already not going smoothly in the relationship. from wad i heard, it was only a 1 sided love. The bitch was eating all the money dave had cos he paid for everything for her. He even took up the part time job so that he could get more money. Every time Dave had to give in when she throws her tantrums. She also said and did a lot of fucked up things such as getting dave to cut his wrist to prove his love and then him y he is still not dead. After that "work for 3 whole days" incident, things just went downhill.

Now he wants to break but she is threatening him with her life since then till now. 1 fucking whole month. that bitch treated him well enuf for a week or so and went back to torture him after making he sort of got back a bit of feeling for her.


bloody bitch i hope u burn in hell..


but tads was all in the past and to tell u the truth, i felt i was not ready to comment on her at this time u should noe y. however i did tell him tad this relationship cannot move on until 1 side is able to give in. In this case, Dave has already been giving in most of the relationship liao so the problems lie with her. They had a very serious argument the day be4 yest but apparently it was not teh first time. And the grudge was carried on to today.

dave told her he was going out with me today. she said u rather go out with a friend then me? i will kill myself. Dave got worried and tried contacting her but she did not pick. minutes later another girl used the bitch's phone to tell dave to fuck off and not disturb her. Some1 used her phone to sms "dun call my galfriend again or ye shall regret" and "Dun disturb us again im going to fuck her later" *yes that person used the word "fuck". At first i tell Dave to ignore it but then that bitch called and said:

"if u do not find me in 3 hours im going to kill myself"

A game. Using her own lif as something to be played with. How sick can any1 be? She somore did not tell him where she was. And so we traveled all the way to china town to look for this sucidal bitch. Dave keep calling her but she either did not pick up or picked up and dun say anything, leading Dave to belive that she may be dead. looking for 2 hours and she was no where to be seen. She claims her so called friends encouraged her to kill herself.

Dave was desperate and would not listen to my reason to calm down and think. And so the search went on. When his phone ran out of bat i lend him my phone. when she ans her phone she said mental things like: "i can fell the wind on my leg....u dun love me anymore.." i know cos Dave on the loud speaker for me to hear. Dave continued pleading with her. i felt a sorrowful sympathy for Dave as he continued to beg and plead even saying things lik wanting to see her 1 last time and that he would jump in place of her.

The final blow came. That bitch said she did it with a guy, a stranger. Dave coulnt handle it anymore and broke. he completely broke. lt me tell u 1 thing it was not a pretty sight. Dave, whom i never heard swear before yelled at the bitch tad she was fucking stupid. Those who stared were either stared off or shown the finger by me.

aftr that his mother called but he said he did not want to go home. i vounteered to let him stay overnight. In the end he agreed to let his mum fetch him but not without much coaxing. The bitch started calling my phone (she called more then 30 times) until i picked up and yelled

" U fucking chibai bloody hell not call this num again."

Dave's mother and siblings came to fetch him and send me home. the whole thing ended at 1.

As a friend i do not noe wad to do or am able to do anything...all tad i can do now is hope that everything will be fine...i have that bitch number and if she ever fucks Dave up agian i will give her hell.


"Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned"
-anonymous-

ok enuf slacking time for serious work. from today onwards i will be more serious in my studies and try my best to do all my hw using full effort.

today chem spa not bad. aallmmmoost fell for the trick ques but didn't. whew. anyway feeling kind of sick of doing work liao. last week chiong hw lik siao. only to realise that dis week still got so much hw. And is it just me or do the teachers lik to give work in advance? wah lau eh. we got so much work liao then just becos ask us to hand in next week u think we got time to do ar?

anyway today's accomplishment: Revise tru nitro compounds and and do the tutorial ques 1 to 4. not bad huh =)

ok thats all for tonight. good night and have a nice day tmr.

ok basically ive wasted my whole long easter weekend away... how did i do tad? well... its not tad hard actually....

k i shall sumarize it:
-spent whole night watching movies at nat's house on fri night.
-slept whole sat tru cos too tired
-slept whole sun tru cos too tired

my life sux, there are so many things i want to do but not enuf time. teh worse part is, there are i dun even have the time to do things tad i dun want to do. right now there is a whole pile of hw waiting for me *not to mention the math test tmr* and here i am blogging. sigh. i just wish time would slow down a while for me to catch up, especially for my studies. its not lik i haven worked hard uno its just tad the sch is bombarding us with too many things. i studied for chem and failed it. i studied for bio and failed it. this year im trying my best to do all the hw but is it of any use? nah. all my efforts for naught.

" i try my best but sometimes it is not enuf "

i mean, if im going to get these kind of shyt results even if i try to be a hardworking nerd i might as well dun even try right? i go home so tired and have to force myself to do my hw then there is no time to study even if i wanted to. Mrs tan said that doing hw is considered studying. thats bullshit if u ask me. maybe if the sch gave less hw i will be able to get myself to actually do some revision on my own but nooooooooooooo. The sch believes we are not capable of revising on our own and has to contol our lives at home and in sch.

"we are all mice in a maze"

trapped. There are so many routes to choose from but only 1 is the right way. The walls of the maze confines us, and restricts us to wad we do. it traps and controls us,and we are powerless to do anything but to search the walls for a way out. the walls guide our fate. Strange. it is as if the maze is fate itself, determining where we will go to. we may seem to have a choice; 2 diverging paths in a maze. But who was the one that decided which 2 paths we can choose from? The maze is the school system, controlling our lives and giving us only limited control of it while hypocritically claiming tad we can choose how to lead our lives.

i guess this is our life. This is our fate.