Lyrics for pushing me away

I’ve lied / to you
The same way that I always do
This is / the last smile
That I’ll fake for the sake of being with you

Everything falls apart / even the people who never frown / eventually break down
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Everything has to end / you’ll soon find we’re out of time left / to watch it all unwind
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away

I’ve tried / like you
To do everything you wanted too
This is / the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you

Everything falls apart / even the people who never frown / eventually break down
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Everything has to end / you’ll soon find we’re out of time left / to watch it all unwind
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away

We're all out of time / this is how we learn how it all unwinds
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie

We're all out of time / this is how we learn how it all unwinds
The sacrifice is never knowing why...

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
pushes me away

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i dunno how to say....so sad.....but i guess its better then living in the dark....anyway thks ginny...ya...i guess it dosen matter now...have i felt dis way before? maybe....but it was probably such a long time ago i forgot how it hurts....effing sia

tired...today lik shit sia...miss seng call my parents....chi tutor complain to my parents....suan by mr woo...and by classmates....it dosen help tad my nose id killing me....wads goin on? maybe ive done smt wrong previously tad has affect my relationship with every1....new start?....maybe

sorry every1....i noe im am lazy....in the past i lazy means only i kena but now lik sabo some ppl...i was never the kind of person who can sit down and study....pls forgive me....i will do my best to change....as for chi....ya u are rite....i have long given up hope on it....i was never gd in my studies....every1 in jc lik so hardworking lidat....study study study...so sian....even frenship must be affected by studying....now almost all conversation must have somting bout study....those who noe me well noes how much i hate to tok bout sch work.....

means now i have to reconsider my options.....if i go poly i can see all my sec frens =))) then can escape from dis prison of torture....but then means i will have to leave all my frens behind....or wads left of them....k la today post so negative...better stop here

ginny is cute? i wun ask..lol