This morning work up damn tired...maybe it was a premonition on wads to come today...slpt during math lect then math tut cannot concentrate....geog and chem almost slept...chem mock SPA was good....well sort of...only 1 part i think careless calculate wrongly.

aft mock SPA, we still had half an hour break. met with farah then kh and hr make alot of noise say wan to gamble; play taiti. but i dun want la. even if its only playing 10 cents can still lose up to $5 lidat wad. Then kh took his cards down and we followed. I bought some food share with arisa. arisa ask me to sit with nat. i say sit with kh, farah and hr ther better.

bad mistake..

when i go ther kh keep asking me to play then giv the irritated face but i dun care him. then hr say aiya play this round warm up no money then i said ok. then kh say dun lidat leh play money then i don want play.

arisa was then irritated by kh persistence then take up the cards then play. kh win then arisa slam the cards to the table, took out her money and say nah the money. KH then suddenly angry started scolding arisa. A arguement broke up and KH looked as if he was about to fight. he even push me and challenge me to a fight somore when i was trying to seperate both of them. dun ask me wad hr was doing i dunno. It was only me trying to stop a fight from breaking out.

I admit. i was scared. Not of kh but instead about of wad would happen to our frenship. i was angry. When kh was relentlessly hurling abuses at arisa. When he would even fight a friend just to defend his pride.

aft tad i dunno wad happening later. Toked to kh but he almost wanted to fight me and kept insisting he is "fighting for justice". I dunno wad u are toking about man. Is wanting to harm a friend called justice? it seems that whatever ppl say bout controling urself u dun listen.

So in my mind,

let me tell u.
u are not fighting for anything, anybody but for ur pride.

let me tell u
if i had chosen to start fighting with u, u will be the 1 expelled.

let me tell u
ive always been 1 of those who is trying to make sure u dun get to trouble

let me tell u
ive always been the 1 asking u to cool down and control urself

let me tell u
if u still think tad u are fighting for "justice",

there is nothing more for me to tell u...

OK sorry for my short post yest. drank a bit then tired >< baron no good. heneikin nicer. toger too gassy :)

Yesterday supp to acc arisa go blood donation at yishun. Then reach there that time she sudenly say still going ballet at night. do blood donation how to go ballet?? lol. So in the end went to town walk walk. Aft tad introduce my friends roy and kx to arisa at tpy then send her off *they keep asking me faster go tpy meet them so i brought arisa along*

So y i meet kx and roy? well, we went alll the way to eunos there to see jason ng and his office. We were his clients. he wear so formal then i was lik in casual shirt and pants and kx was even wearing slippers! hahaha! then we walk about the building i think is mdis or somthing. They marketing diamond, some sort of filter thing. they keep saying got so many health benefits but to me it feels lik they exagerating. aft that went drink a while tok bout dota and stuff... too bad i could not stay longer...:(

kaes tads all. wish i have more free time though...

wad happened today:

sch. dota. date with my gf. exhausted.

good nightz :)

"PREPARE FOR GLORY!!!"

Maths was a disastor. But no surprise liao lik maths always fail it has become sort of normal *not saying this is good OF COURSE* anyway after that, went to watch the movie "300" at cineleisure with hr, kh, joel and cynthia. had a few minor problems on the way; such as thinking the show is at lido and problem getting lunch as we were almost late 4 the show.

However, the show was dam shiok la!!!!! it was not as gory as i expected though *final destination 3 was much gorier* there are some matured content and a sex scene for those hot blooded youths. But the main course of the show was its battle scenes. Basically the show is about greece being attacked by the mighty persian army and Sparta, a city in greece where soilders were trained to fight at the age of 3, send 300 men to kick some serious persian butt. Here are some things i noted about the show. if u do not wish to be spoilt pls scroll down till the spoilers are done.




*SPOILER AHEAD*




-Too many monster like creatures; One example were the main troops of the persian army called the "immortals". Beneath thier japanese lik masks were horrible disfigured monsters. There was also a executioner that had looked like "The butcher" from DOTA. if u didn't noe u would think this is a "lord of the ring" film about humans VS humonoid monsters. Each wave that came the spartans had to defeat had at least 1 monster in it. sheesh. speak about inhuman strengths.

- Many parts of the show are quite exagerated *actually joel and hr noted this* Examples are lik the heaviest rain of arrows ive ever seen and the wall made of dead persians killed by the spartans.

-CG technology played a big part for the backgrounds in this movie. u can see that the environment in the screen was a bit wierd and sort of dosen't tally with the actors *very very very minor flaw". However u start not to notice it anymore when the actions starts.

-very action packed and pace of movie was great.

- Great speeches and dialouges. NOW this is 1 thing which i appreciate alot in all good shows. It may be motivating or humourous or whatever. As long as it makes an impression. let me share some of the good ones which i can recall. it may not be EXACTLY the same as spoken on screen but the gist of it is there.
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~persian: "Our army so huge the ground shakes as it marches; our arrows will fill the sky and blot out the sun."

spartan: " well i guess we will be able to fight in the shade then.
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~king of sparta be4 the final battle: "SPARTANS eat ur fill!!! For tonight, we shall dine in hell!!!"
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~king of sparta: " hows ur injuries?"

spartan who has just been stabbed in the eye or smt: " its nothing sir, just an eye, the gods gave me a spare 1 just in case."
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captain of another greek city who brought a 1000+ men army: "you only brought 300 soldiers? "

king of spartan after pausing for a while: " you there wads ur profession?"

soldier: "Im a tailor sir"

king of spartan points to another soilder: "wads urs?"

soldier: "Im a blacksmith"

king of sparta looks back at his men: "WADS UR PROFFESION!!??"

spartans roar!!!!

king of spartan smiles to captain: " u see my friend, i have brought more soilders then u have."
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*SPOILER ENDS HERE*





So yea it was a good movie. But a guy movie la so i dun think girls will like *well, cyn said she didnt like it*

Anyway after that went to walk walk at city hall area then got kinda pissed of and went wandering off myself alone. Saw luke in the train home and chat a while.

k tired. tomorow got sch sian. *shldnt they make it a rest day or smt?* so nightz and byeeee.

"only spartan women give birth to real men" :Queen of sparta

" I know that no matter what i write or how bad i rate it, every1 is going to watch it anyway." -newpaper review on the movie "mr bean's holiday"-

cool start huh? anyway haven blogged much as im currently having a test week. It has been a goddam torture la. SO many tests. since i have been reading quite alot of reviews lately, let me share my experience the review way.

GP Review: GP test on mon in the morn. the essay wasn't too bad. i spend lik 30 mins planning the essay, 15 mins to plan the intro. my first para was really crap cos lik mental block but the other paragraphs i think can make it la. the compre was haizzzz....AQ never do. enough said.

Difficulty 3.5 out of 6. it wasn't exactly tough some parts cannot do. guess shld get borderlin pass? but gp hard to predict marks la.

Chem review: Chem paper on tues aft. k firstly i started studying chem on thursday. *or at least tried to* the MCQ was rather easy till the last few ques which i anyhow whack. paper 2 was also rather average but during the essay i already headache due to me sittin in the front row with 3 shadows being cast on my table* this is not an excuse. its true!!!* then cannot think properly. the synthesising ques and last ques blank.

Difficulty: 4 out of 6. should be 3.5 but considering the bad location and stuff i guess i add 0.5 more.

Geog review: Geog test this morn. stare blanky at the paper for 15 mins. scribble some word like characters. then give up 15 min be4 test end.

Difficulty: 6 out of 6. Never study. wad u expect?

Bio review: First see paper very enthu write. reach second page tio stun stare for 10 min. aft tad realise that only got 2 hrs to complete *there was no mcq btw* then chiong lik siao. Chi square test completely wrong. essay the OR ques also completely wrong. this means 26 marks gone liao....

Difficulty: 5 out of 6. May be less but also must consider the sibeh short time limit and energy needed to get over the shock that ther was no mcq.

Maths review: tok kok only. tmr then maths la.

Assumed difficulty: 10 out of 6. May be more but must consider that i haven take test yet.

NOW y the @#$% am i still blogging when there is a test tmr? well the reason is simple actually. ive sought of given up hope on my math. chem and bio still got stamina to mug but it seems ive run out of steam. not to mention math requires more thinking. then also i haven been keeping up with math so 1 night is not enuf for studying a new topic lik complex numbers *its called"complex" for a reason*

haiz. anyway to all others, i wish u better luck then i have!!! dun give up like me!!! im a loser dun follow my example!!!


ps-this is for encouragement sake the author in reality is not a loser

just finished studying chem. do the chem holiday hw halfway ques 2 dunno how to do sian. so now its 10 45 and im planning to salvage my gp. *dun wan to get all Us ya?*

so far i "studied fin" chem, differentiation and intergration. but i think if i see ques all dunno how to do. Bio and geog gone case liao. oh well. i just have to rely on my luck then. my lady luck smile upon me. pls pls pls, i very good boy, dun gamble or anything 1, i just need u this time *prays hard*

so anyway i guess i will slp at 11 to 1130 today. dun want slp too late.

i so wan to play wow, which is world of warcraft in case some of u do not noe. $$ not really a prob but the crappy thing is tad my com is lik crap. and so is my modem. play simple game lik maple or dota 4player also can lag until need reboot. right now i and my brother trying to convince my dad to get a new com, modem, printer, *yea even the printer gotta go* so that MAYBE i will get to put the old com in my room =D if tad happens i get do alot of things

- first and foremost i will be able to use com and chat at the same time at night. cos my com is currently in the living room which is very close to my parents room. so any noise i make they will hear *dun want them hearing me sweet toking my girfriend right?*

-second i can print all i wan in the night. Cos they always complain that the printer is noisy. *it goes clink clank clink clank like some ancient machine and jams half the time*

-thirdly, i can type as loud as i want. YES im a hard typer, my father always say teh keyboard will have to be changed earlier then the com itself cos of me.

- fourthly, if there is such a word, i will be able to modify and upgrade my com the way i want it!!! this means i will buy all the good graphic card all these. But i will have to think bout it as the total cost may build up to be more then the price of the new com.

- and FINALLY, i get to play games wthout lagging!!! not to mention buy WoW too :)

OK crap so much not productive. working hard? hardly working actually. so wish everybody all thee best for ur tests, postings, love life and whatever things u are doing that is not destroying the world or dooming humanity. cheers!!

New bleach theme

now is 10 15 but i haven started studying!!!! will blog more some other time. now must chiong *takes out notes and starts mugging*............................*or at least pretends to...*

tired la....wan to blog bt no time =/ anyway had a great time at ginny's bday party on last sat. gave her a cool bday card as well as some cute eraser thingys. the tamagotchi was from me, arisa, honren, kai heng and jeslyn.

k la tired so much hw to do...

school sux. first day first period kena scolded by teacher liao. toked to the new guy, joel. Seems ok. going swimming tmr somore lol.

didnt really hav lessons today. mostly the teachers tok bout expectation all these la. Not too bad. i hope the teachers not fierece 1.

Dunno if any1 noticed today during CT period. some ppl ask teacher to come then tok secretly lik got some conspiracy lidat. aft tok liao then teacher say shld hav some change in the class community as suggested by some of ur classmates. then say some ppl say boon too stress to take the job of welfare rep. but tads not the fucked up part.

aft a while, every1 discussing the cvd shit. then teacher suddenly call me say if i wan change from treasurer to NE rep. immediatly i noe is which bitch suggest 1 liao.

so i told the teacher say , maybe we shld wait for boon to be back be4 we decide 4 her. then i went to the class and say so who wants to be treasurer? u wan then say now. dun discuss alone. aft tad i volunteered to leave the class so tad they can make their F-uped decison decison.

in the end, no 1 speak up.

i think only kai heng got feel abit tad some ppl dowan me to be treasurer. cos he say " got ppl wan to object zhiqiang treasurer ar?"

tad....totally ruined my day...=.=

no1 understands me and i mean NO ONE. i dunno how i going to survive dis year la.....aiya got so many things to say but really tired la. Not to mention the consequences of writing ur dark feelings on a public space.

really so tired of this....

Met up with xue min, jing mei, roy, zhan xiong and angela for dinner. wei han supp to join us 1 but he got smt on.sad la. Kai xiong in austrialia enjoying life la. Anyway really long time since i last saw them liao.

jing mei and xue min never change much. k la xuemin got change as in tan a bit but behaviour wise still lik ah lian lol.

Zx change hairstyle other then tad same ol same ol.

roy still as qian da as ever.

anyways we walked around....go look at clothes...baby 1s...4 jm's cousin then toyrus walk walk chat chat. THEN as i was playing with the sword got 1 small boy suddenly come and use his sword to fight me lol. he use his toy keep hiting me.

then i say " hey kid i dun wanna hurt u"

he just smile smile lik a stupid retard and went to a attack stance. then i no mood play liao so i say " dun play la i tell ur father ar? ur mother? ur maid? ur grandpa? grandma? auntie? uncle? fairy godmother?"

all which he just ignored lor.

stupid kid.

in the end i go hide at the barbie doll section which he dun dare enter =.-....dam lame la.

ya aft tad go Ben and jerry watch xm eat ice cream **she rich la**, eat at food court then wrestle with roy alot of times...tell kh's racist jokes then go home

oh i means wrestle with roy agin then go home.

note to self: roy still owes me money. whack him harder next time.

hello hello. long time never blog properly le. I actually planned on letting my blog die but decided to update it with emails. The recent email post i recieve in blog format so i put lor.

Anyway enuf crap lets start serious blog work **stretches his fingers and has a serious look on his face** Its the new year!!! whhoooooo!!! new year means i feel lik blogging again...dun ask me y.....been having test since the sch started...**deppress** but its all over now whooo!!!! btw my spelling is still as crap as ever so dun complain to me.

feel dam happy la aft seeing kh ginny they all again after dunno how many thousands years. kh and his racist jokes gotta go man seriously... i wonder where he gets all his jokes from sia lol.

in case u haven realised, i changed my skin to celebrate the new year!!!! whooo!!! y i choose dis skin leh? dunno lor.... i c then think nice and simple.....also ppl **cough cough** keep saying i little boy so i find dis pic very .....how u say ar? dunno la u all help me think my mind numb liao...

k let me recall wad significant things i did today...........hmmm...........well nthing much really unless u count stuffing waste paper into nat's bag during geog test and laughing like a bunch of retard hyenas with hr and kh at yoshinoya. k la i guess tads all for now. hope to blog more soon **cross fingers**

*Please read until the end.
>*
>
>*This is a good story and it's true, please read it all the way through
>until the end! (After the story, there are some very interesting facts!):
>
>
>I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my
>college>degree.
>
>The last class I had to take was Sociology.
>
>The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every
>human being had been graced with.
>
>Her last project of the term was called "Smile."
>
>The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their
>reactions.
>
>I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello
>anyway, so, I thought this would be a piece of cake, literally.
>
>Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I
>went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning.
>
>It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son.
>
>We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden
>everyone around us began to back away, and then even my husband>did.
>
>I did not move an inch... An overwhelming feeling of panic welled up inside
>of me as I turned to see why they had moved.
>
>
>As I turned around I smelled a horrible "dirty body" smell, and there
>standing behind me were two poor homeless men.
>
>As I looked down at the short gentleman, close to me, he was "smiling".
>
>His beautiful sky blue eyes were full of God's Light as he searched for
>acceptance.
>
>He said, "Good day" as he counted the few coins he had been clutching.
>
>The second man fumbled with his hands as he stood behind his friend. I
>realized the second man was mentally challenged and the blue-eyed gentleman
>was his salvation.
>
>I held my tears as I stood there with them.
>
>The young lady at the counter asked him what they>wanted.
>
>He said, "Coffee is all Miss" because that was all they could afford. (If
>they wanted to sit in the restaurant and warm up, they had to buy something.
>He just wanted to be warm).
>
>Then I really felt it - the compulsion was so great I almost reached out and
>embraced the little man with the blue eyes.
>
>That is when I noticed all eyes in the restaurant were set on me, judging my
>every action.
>
>I smiled and asked the young lady behind the counter to give me two more
>breakfast meals on a separate tray.
>
>I then walked around the corner to the table that the men had chosen as a
>resting spot. I put the tray on the table and laid my hand on the blue-eyed
>gentleman's cold hand.
>
>He looked up at me, with tears in his eyes, and said, "Thank>you."
>
>I leaned over, began to pat his hand and said, "I did not do
>this for you. God is here working through me to give you hope."
>
>I started to cry as I walked away to join my husband and son.
>When I sat down my husband smiled at me and said, "That is why God gave you
>to me, Honey, to give me hope."
>
>We held hands for a moment and at that time, we knew that only because of
>the Grace that we had been given were we able to give.
>
>We are not church goers, but we are believers.
>
>That day showed me the pure Light of God's sweet love.
>
>I returned to college, on the last evening of class, with this story in
>hand.
>
>I turned in "my project" and the instructor read it.
>
>Then she looked up at me and said, "Can I share this?"
>
>I slowly>nodded as she got the attention of the class.
>
>She began to read and that is when I knew that we as human beings and being
>part of God share this need to heal people and to be healed.
>
>In my own way I had touched the people at McDonald's, my husband, son,
>instructor, and every soul that shared the classroom on the last night I
>spent as a college student.
>
>I graduated with one of the biggest lessons I would ever learn:
>UNCONDITIONAL ACCEPTANCE.
>
>Much love and compassion is sent to each and every person who may read this
>and learn how to LOVE PEOPLE AND USE THINGS - NOT
>LOVE THINGS AND USE PEOPLE.
>
>If you think this story has touched you in any way, please send this to
>everyone you know.
>
>There is an Angel sent to watch over you.
>
>In order for>her to work, you must pass this on to the people you want
>watched over.
>
>An Angel wrote:
>Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will
>leave footprints in your heart.
>
>To handle yourself, use your head.
>
>To handle others, use your heart.
>
>God Gives every bird it's food, but He does not throw it into its nest.
>
>

emailed from arisa

Who says our English is teruk?
Ours is simple, short, concise, straight-to-point, effective, etc.........

WHEN GIVING A CUSTOMER BAD NEWS
Britons: I'm sorry, Sir, but we don't seem to have the sweater you want in your size, but if you give me a moment, I can call the other outlets for you.
Singaporeans: No Stock.

RETURNING A CALL
Britons: Hello, this is John Smith. Did anyone page for me a few moments ago?
Singaporeans: Hello, who page?

ASKING SOMEONE TO MAKE WAY .
Britons: Excuse me, I'd like to get by. Would you please make way?
Singaporeans: S-kew me

WHEN SOMEONE OFFERS TO PAY
Britons: Hey, put your wallet away, this drink is on me.
Singaporeans:No-need, lah.

WHEN ASKING FOR PERMISSION
Britons: Excuse me, but do>you think it would be possible for me to enter through this door?
Singaporeans: (pointing the door) can ar?

WHEN ENTERTAINING
Britons: Please make yourself right at home.
Singaporeans: Don't be shy, lah!

WHEN DOUBTING SOMEONE
Britons: I don't recall you giving me the money.
Singaporeans: Where got?

WHEN DECLINING AN OFFER
Britons: I'd prefer not to do that, if you don't mind.
Singaporeans: Don't want la...

IN DISAGREEING ON A TOPIC OF DISCUSSION
Britons: Err. Tom, I have to stop you there. I understand where you're coming from, but I really have to disagree with what you said about the issue.
Singaporeans: You mad, ah?

WHEN ASKING SOMEONE TO LOWER THEIR VOICE.
Britons: Excuse me, but could you please ! lower your voice, I'm trying to concentrate over here.
Singaporeans: Shut up lah!

WHEN ASKING SOMEONE IF HE/SHE>KNOWS YOU.
Britons: Excuse me, but I noticed you staring at me for some time.. Do I know you?
Singaporeans: See what, see what?

WHEN ASSESSING A TIGHT SITUATION.
Britons: We seem to be in a bit of a predicament at the moment.
Singaporeans: Die-lah!!

WHEN TRYING TO FIND OUT WHAT HAD HAPPENED
Britons: Will someone tell me what has just happened?
Singaporeans: Wat happen Why like that....

WHEN SOME ONE DID SOMETHING WRONG
Britons: This isn't the way to do it here let me show you,
Singaporeans: like that also don't know how to do!!!!

WHEN ONE IS ANGRY
Britons: Would you mind not disturbing me
Singaporeans: What the f...!>

emailed to me by traces

Kai Heng's birthday yesterday. Farah, gin, jeslyn, siew ling , honren and kai heng cam my house to celebrate. actually wanted to swim but raining then they all also need go home early so nevr swim much.but anyway we had loads of fun hearing bout the ningbo trip AND we had a present exchanging session ^^ not only for kaiheng cos the ningbos bought me a gun and a sword (fake 1 la but still nice) then i pass the kuala and kangaroo keychains i bought and ginny her long awaited freddo chocolates!!! (its freddo not freddy hahaha)

but now dam bored sia nth to do...

nth to do dis days....very boring all i do is just watch vcd, dvd or play some lame computor games....so sian.....then somore holidays no $$$ means now i poor guy =( can any1 donate some money to the poor zqq charity...? ='(

didnt really spend much time on the com also cos if my bro not using then my father will be using. i also dunno he use 4 wad la.....slp slp slp slp slp slp slp so sian....y cant any1 go out???
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anyway yesterday went to watch eragon.....hmm i dun think its nice....smt lik earthsea very lame 1....then somore got part 2 la lol i not going to watch part 2 lor...