This morning work up damn tired...maybe it was a premonition on wads to come today...slpt during math lect then math tut cannot concentrate....geog and chem almost slept...chem mock SPA was good....well sort of...only 1 part i think careless calculate wrongly.

aft mock SPA, we still had half an hour break. met with farah then kh and hr make alot of noise say wan to gamble; play taiti. but i dun want la. even if its only playing 10 cents can still lose up to $5 lidat wad. Then kh took his cards down and we followed. I bought some food share with arisa. arisa ask me to sit with nat. i say sit with kh, farah and hr ther better.

bad mistake..

when i go ther kh keep asking me to play then giv the irritated face but i dun care him. then hr say aiya play this round warm up no money then i said ok. then kh say dun lidat leh play money then i don want play.

arisa was then irritated by kh persistence then take up the cards then play. kh win then arisa slam the cards to the table, took out her money and say nah the money. KH then suddenly angry started scolding arisa. A arguement broke up and KH looked as if he was about to fight. he even push me and challenge me to a fight somore when i was trying to seperate both of them. dun ask me wad hr was doing i dunno. It was only me trying to stop a fight from breaking out.

I admit. i was scared. Not of kh but instead about of wad would happen to our frenship. i was angry. When kh was relentlessly hurling abuses at arisa. When he would even fight a friend just to defend his pride.

aft tad i dunno wad happening later. Toked to kh but he almost wanted to fight me and kept insisting he is "fighting for justice". I dunno wad u are toking about man. Is wanting to harm a friend called justice? it seems that whatever ppl say bout controling urself u dun listen.

So in my mind,

let me tell u.
u are not fighting for anything, anybody but for ur pride.

let me tell u
if i had chosen to start fighting with u, u will be the 1 expelled.

let me tell u
ive always been 1 of those who is trying to make sure u dun get to trouble

let me tell u
ive always been the 1 asking u to cool down and control urself

let me tell u
if u still think tad u are fighting for "justice",

there is nothing more for me to tell u...