ADVENT: One Winged angel Lyrics

Dis the current bg music on my blog the eng translations on the right


Noli manere, manere in memoria. (x2) Horrible being you stay in my memory you stay always. (x2)


Sephiroth, Sephiroth.
Sephiroth, Sephiroth.


Saevam iram, iram et dolorem. (x2) To rage the ire, the ire and Misery (pain, suffering). (x2)
Sephiroth, Sephiroth.
Sephiroth, Sephiroth.


Ferum terrible, ferum fatum. Fennel dreadful, fennel fate.


Noli manere, manere in memoria. (x2) Horrible being you stay in my memory you stay always. (x2)


Sephiroth, Sephiroth.
Sephiroth, Sephiroth.


Veni, mi fili. Veni, mi fili. Come my son. Come my son.
Hic veni, da mihi mortem iterum. This comes to me while I am yet mortal (alive).
Veni, mi fili. Veni, mi fili. Come my son. Come my son.
Hic veni, da mihi... Come here, hand me... (The Planet?)


Noli manere in memoria. Won’t remain in my Memory.
Saevam iram et dolorem. Raging Wrath (anger) and Misery (pain, suffering).
Ferum terrible fatum. Fierce dreadful Fate.
Ille iterum veniet. His Second Advent.


Mi fili, veni, veni, veni, mi fili. (x4) My son, come, come, come, my son. (x4)


Mi fili, veni, veni, veni, mi fili. My son, come, come, come, my son.
(Qui mortem invitavis,) (What mortal invitation to death,)
Mi fili, veni, veni, veni, mi fili. My son, come, come, come, my son.
(Poena funesta natus,) (What pain is caused by the fatality of being born,)
Mi fili, veni, veni, veni, mi fili. My son, come, come, come, my son.
(Noli nomen vocare.) (Be unwilling to say his name.)


Mi fili, veni, veni, veni, mi fili. My son, come, come, come, my son
(Ille iterum veniet.) His Second Advent.


Sephiroth, Sephiroth.
Sephiroth, Sephiroth.

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I have nth more to say to the person who refuses to listen just dun go around accusing ppl of tings they never do when u have no concrete evidence....

Dis week very tiring.....feel very drained.....if not for all my frens i also dunno how i made it.... thanks every1 for ur concern =)

woke up at 11 today and felt alot more better then the past week....last week really very chiong sia leme show u:

mon: Got bio spa, chem titration 2hr and chi listening compre....at nite go watch X men 3 reached home at 11 30 lidat

tues: Played badminton until butt pain then ppl say i play like breakdancing...-.-.... its supp to be sword play la..... then at nite go for dance arts fusion....took lots of pics

wed: Ran 2.4 for PE then watch choir arts fusion the music played by the teachers and music students very proffesional....took lots of pics

thurs: go CO practise carry drums -.- then go look for stevens present....bought new long pants =)).....at nite went ben and jerrys at The Cathay and had lots of free sampling hahaha then took stupid video whooo!!!

fri: in the aft went to CO rehersal carry drums -.- then at nite CO arts fusion took some photos

Sat: went CIP in the morn carry heavy "ration packs" -.- then walked around causeway point....soooo way much cooler then toa payoh central....kena bullied by balloon....then went home slp for 1 hr then go CO arts fusion....

y am i taking so many pics nowadays? coz i was browzing thru my limited pics and it rought back happy memories....i want to capture the happy times.....so tad it may not be forgotten....its like reading a diary u once lost if u get wad i mean.....

Discontendment and anger.....got alot past week....wad if i didn get angry? ignorance is bliss.....maybe if i didn noe who u were toking about tings will still have been "ok".....im sorry.....i hav to be the bad guy who declare the war....all the small small tings u do....u do and forget....not knowing u are annoying others not only me.....hints u dun get....u get angry when ppl say u....not knowing tad ppl already not happy with u in the first place coz of the small tings....when was the last time u were actually sorry coz u did somting wrong? dun ask me to reflect on myself or whatever.... i guess u shld stay with ur mature frens of urs....ignoring problems.....i guess its ur choice....the problem will always be there....

anyway thks evry1 who have supported me....and also to "me" the tagger....sorry to drag u all into dis....also sorry for the previous entry....i wanted to delete it but doing so would be denying my feelings at that moment...these are for all my frens enjoy

Cavvana whooo~~!!!

dance supporters whoooo~~!!!

act cool? haha

theres no need to be so excited...hahaha

so compaitable

steven's birthday whooo~~!!!

stuck till the end OKAAAAY~~~!!!

scary.....o.O

No1 will ever understand how much i depise my "parents" ya they brought me up buts tads all they did....keep venting their fucking anger on me....today i just realise tad wad i call my family is just a fucking group of ppl who dun even care and want to see my crawl on the floor like a fucking dog begging for their mercy....i hate u all the way to the core i cant help but be a hypocrite since i still need ur filthy money to live but once i have a income i SWEAR i will not have anyting to do with u all!!

OK bitch u ask for war its high time u got 1....who are u to scold ppl childish? u bloody admit tad are fucking childish as well so y u angry when ppl say u childish also?? u noe u are alraedy insenstive and yet u still refuse to change....so who is the victim here??? who the fuck was the 1 who started calling ppl childish first???? since im so childish???? why the fuck u still read my blog??? arnt u the fucking hypocrite u are??? always toking to childish ppl then getting angry then when ppl angry with u y u so fucked up??? u telling me to be less childish?? wad the fuck heve u got the rite to do so??? u questioning me loyalty to my frens??? i dun think u have the fucking rite to tell me wads wrong and rite u fucking backstabber...oh....so sorry did i make u cry?? all the better then bitch....cry since its all u are gd at!!!! ya sure i have limited fucking vocab but it sure gets the fucking job done of potraying my feelings!!!! Dun mean to get personal but u have so fucking go overboard dis time!!! u wan a piece of me??? im warning u back off from me and "childish ppl" cause if u ever incur my fucking wrath again i am going to make u cry so fucking hard!!!

Any comments??? tok to me PERSONALLY

juz reached home.....X men 3 quite nice la cant really comment further coz i saw the cartoon version of it in which no 1 died? ok watch to find out wad im toking about.....today spotcheck then teacher say my hair at the back long......whatever la.....i tink dis sch really too strict liao...=.=.....then today bio spa....very interesting experiment.....to say the truth while doin halfway i felt like laughing.....guess y? maybe im too sadistic....then msn got some prob....=.=

Do unto others wad u want others to do unto u......tads my policy and i try to follow it as close as possible.....i guess i shall not beat around the bush no longer....u call us childish ya? wad bout urself? why say tings tad have no meaning and only serve to irritate?....sure....maybe we do push the limits a few times but its all for the sake of fun....does it concern u? i dun tink so.....so wad if we are childish? do u want me to suddenly say in my blog i have never met such a childish and insensitive person in our class and i prefer my sec sch class because of tad person? u are drifting away.....y?....does the problem lie with u or us? srry for being so direct but i cant help it anymore....u may critizize me all u wan but i feel i have to stand up for my friends when i noe some1 is critisizing them....face it....no 1s perfect....but pls try to tink before u say anyting....if there is no point in sayin it....DUN SAY IT....dun want to mention names since my other frens WILL go try find out who u are....if u disagree pls tok to me i will be more then willing to clear dis misunderstanding or whatever u call it.

anyway thks to all who tagged for ur encouragement namely arisa, siew ling, ginny and nat =))

today wasted my time in the CO rehersal then need go home for tuition......then i was almost falling asleep then the tuition teacher scold me again haizz.....went out with kai xiong jingmei and angela to bugis to do some shopping.....it somehow feels so good to have ur good frens toking to u even if we were teasing 1 another hahaha.....saw desmond the gangster guy at bugis o.O

~~~it is pointless doing the same ting over and over again hoping that the results will change~~~

~~the battle is already lost if u do not believe in wad u are fighting for~~

i believe......therfor.....i i fight for it.....different way but same goal....if u consider me as a fren......plz dun let me down....i myself will not giv up.....and i hope u wun too

Evry1 seems to hav smt to do or their own interest.....but i like no interest or motivation....evry1 seems to be hav a partner who is enthu or share the same interest as them lidat then i feel so left out sometimes....ya......evrybody all can study no prob lidat.......but to me studying is a chore.....smt i hav to force myself to do.....ya tads me.....

define the meaning of a friend....can u be friends with some1 who does not share the same interest as u? Is it possible to LIKE some1 even if ther are no similarity in interest? IS a relationship whereby 1 party is always taking the initiative considered friendship?

tired.....of wad? of taking iniative? y must i always be the 1 who goes to say hello? why whatever i do no1 seems to care? y must i always make a fool out of myself? is studies really more imp then friendship? if it is......then perhaps i am the 1 in the wrong.....ppl say "zqq u are a good friend"..... so wad? wads the point of just saying it? Show me tad i am appreciated.....words are rubbish......sometimes....i just feel like screaming.....where is the trust??? i dun want to tink about the past.....but sometimes i wonder......y the hell am i still here? even if i leave...no 1 cares....have i came to the wrong place? but whatever it is....there is no turning back now.....i can only ask myself.....shld i continue to take initiative or shld i juz isolate myself.....all i can do is juz rant....dun get me wrong i am not begging to be pitied.....i just feel.....tad no matter wad i do....its always not enough....

u hav ur own friends......i dunno.....i dun like interrupting a conversation.....every single day.....i wait for a chance to speak to u......its been a while since u have actually came up to me to tok or smt....maybe its juz pointless...y do i even bother...i dunno....u tell me

yesterday i reached home at bout nine then supp to study bio in the end slept then never study....then today in sch kena caught for long hair....its like....wth??!! where got long????.....=.=....then i very angry.....its like not even touching collar lor??.....even in sec sch lidat also can mah........then i was like in disbelief for the whole day.....o.O.....then supp to cut at 7 30 but mr ganesh say no shop open....so means can go 2.4 run......then the 2,4 run system also effing......means no way to cheat...=.=.......then i run run run until wan to die....got 12.17 min about same honren then its 2 POINTS ONLY!!!!!! i sibei buay song liao....anyway....went off to cut hair at bout 10 30 lidat

decided on causeway point since i dun go ther often.....then go ec house.....open at 11.....so we stay outside like idiots waiting 4 the person to let us in.....honren wanted the male barber.....but in the end got a aunty barber...lol kai heng got the male 1......in the end....my hairstyle like never change lidat coz spike is universal mah.....o.O....ok whatever.....kh got stylo hairstyle then honren 1 was like totally changed hahahaha.....after tad....we went to pizza hut eat....like damn slack.....then i msg some ppl we enjoying life wish u were here...HAHAHA....like on holiday sia......then tak pic send to ppl also =D haha......in the end reached sch bout 1 then go library study bio....aft tad gp then got 1.5 hr break then evrybody become very attitude....-.-".....dis kai heng say aiya sure fail might as well confused every1 then he say transcription got tata box then transcription factor-tata box complex......then i was like laughing like hell and honren was like......correct wad? no meh? hahahahha

ok today like got some ppl very dao and some ppl att me but still ok la.....getting used to it liao i hope.....i tink its coz of the bio.....studies sux man.....

wad am i doin here blogging when i have chem test tomoroe???!!!.....OMG am i going to fail????.....most likely....=.=........anyway.....today NAFTA test.....past few days keep asking ppl to study for it but good advice always falls on deaf ears....haizzz....but i also never study for it so means ok la =P....ok i am nuts......anyway i tink i did moderately well la.....sit and reach got 48 cm means A....shuttle run got 10.1 secs means A.....sit ups did 52 means A........pull up did 10 means A.....then long jump jumped 2 times but both times trip over my left food coz tired i tink........managed to persuade mr aziz he gd man =) to let me try last time then i jump 145 cm ARGHHHH!!!!! 1 MOR CM TO GET A!!!!........haiz....then boon help me do templete for the bio mind map so all i hav to do is use colours to draw it out =) thks again!!!

hmmmmmm......realise tad got A LOT OF PPL keeping secrets from me.....i tink concerns me also.....wad to do??.....ah never mind....anyway dun so sad nat and ginny altough i dunno if u all got read my blog 1=).....means now i either go chiong chem.....or go slp....k have nice week

Today.......i was scammed......backstabbed......and pushed around.....=.=......firstly......tot today bio spa.....in the end is next week....wah cow......tio scam of my time or else i will do geog 1 lor.......then......some1 backstab me......means i now need to chiong bio mindmap by wed or die....=.=....then got 2 test dis week lor........wah effing......lucky my good jie boon say will help me or else i mati liao....THANKS QIAN WEN!!!! hahhaha.....then in CO got pushed to backstage crew and they ask me skip CIP on sat so can go rehersal......haizzzz......the teacher keep calling me qian pian hahahahhahaha!!!!

ok now need to geog then study for NAFTA test tomorow.....SIAN!!!!

wth....schdule tis week.....got bio sap, chem test, bio test, and NAFTA test....means lousy week....at least i finally caught up with my maths sia......thanks louis for the encouragement =D!!! even though he may not read my blog....hahaha

today for mothers day went to the tad hotel buffet at beach road....SUSHIMI FREE FLOW!!!! WOOOO HOOO!!!! + a lot of nice food mhahahaha!!!! next time i will bring my sec and jc frens there =)))......managed to down 3 raw oysters today lol.....lucky my father sponser me coz i am sooooooo broke....whew....ya i noe i bad son haizzzz

oooooooohhhhh.....cant wait to play kingdom hearts 2, final fantasy 12, final fantasy 7 dirge of ceberus, before crisis ......damn cool sia kingdom hearts 2....can summon chicken little somor hahaha.....then new worlds include mulan world, pirates of the carribean world, simba world and the underworld of the hercules world....then new characters include Auran, yuna, rikku and paine and vivi.....+++++++ cooler versions of squall, cloud and sephiroth....hahaha and tads not even half of the game OMG!!!!

OK i crap so much also dun tink any1 understands haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

today went watch voice with kai xiong, jingmei, xue min.....lol....last nite was arguing on wheather to watch or not jing mei keep using lousy arguments to make us watch aquashit but i die die say watch scary sho or i go play pool.....tot voice was horror.....in the end some lousy sad show bout frenship and such....actually xue min dunno wad the show is all about 1 then i and kx planning to sacre her =x.....then xue min say oh ur plan to scare me failed haha *mockingly*.......arghh.....i will get my chance just u wait.....lol.....

studying sux......evryday must have a conversation regarding how to do wad hw?need to do wad hw?......seriously getting very effed up with it....yea.....i guess i will never change when it comes to attidude to studying....born loser die loser.....scold me all u want.....u tink i want to be so lousy in studies ar??

dunno wad to tink of some ppl.....those who are only concerned about their own problems......those who own self make ppl not happy then still when ppl say little bit then angry......those who keep spreading rumours even when ppl not happy already.....

oh so u got rather gd results altough u didnt put in effort?....ic and u feel u could hav done better? and u feel tad u are lousy coz u only scored an A? then i ask u.....wad bout those who work so bleddy hard and could not even go in to a lousy jc....those who studied so hard but cant even managed to get a bleddy c6? wad about them? wad about me? yup....its our fault for hating studying....its our fault tad we are stupider.....wad more can i say?

today during PE lesson teacher told us to lie in a line to do crunches....honren make me angry cause he like squeeze into the line beside me pushing me out so i had to go the end......then when i told him about it he said in a accusing tone "i was also there" whatever...=.=

did finished the gpp today and i am not very impressed with it coz we werent even sure how to do properly.....anyway went to casuarina agin to try the recommended "banana prata" by nat and traces.....was rather quit as there was nth to tok about....also not in the mood to start small tok.....tot about wheather it is possible to hate some1 because of his or her looks or is it because of the way he or she behaves.....

aft tad went to plaza sing with the ppl then met my kx....nat they all split with us so in the end i was with boon yi hui and kx.....got a few awkward silences la.....we also bought some stuff for mothers day for siew ling hahahahaha....after tad went to catch the 9 30 MI3 show....

After watching the show i neck pain and kok eye liao coz we sat at the second row nearest to the screen......the show quite nice la but i feel tad wasnt really worth the cost of the tix....after the show we rushed to catch the MRT but departed liao lol.....then wanted to take bus home but in the end chen boon ask her dad to fetch us haha....

oh ya sorry for making u all stay until so late hope u all never kena trouble with parents =x

today morning started off badly.....coz of some stupid teacher i lost like 15 mins for the maths test so in the end cannot complete......counted the num of marks i will get if all my ans correct...12/30.....bleddy effing....not even enuff to pass...then before the test the teacher ask me to do another cheque JUST COZ I DID NOT PUT THE BLEEDING WORD "THE".....the rest ofthe day normal lesson....in the aft was the peirce general meeting or smt la cant be bothered also.....didnt noe yi jui also same house as me lol.....anyway....didnt go for bs club coz need to do gpp.....didnt want to be the 1 typing the task allocation stuff but bo bian coz venessa and belinda suddenly dissapear from of the world.... uncontactable....lol.....

i and farah went looking for ven....saw arisa dancing at the dance room.....OMG!!!! SO FUNNY!!!! HAHHAHAHAHAH!!!!! farah was lik laughing so bleddy hard hahahahha....okok not nice to say other ppl =x.......But then again she also is learn ballet 1 not hip hop ok whatever..... honren dunno how to do the task allocation stuff keep refering to our grp's 1......in the end i let him see but told him must put my name in the credits lol.....

at bout 6 i went to eat jelly spill jelly all over the place including myself then chen boon say i dam funny and childish....=(.....aft tad siew ling came out and say i put perfume coz the fruity smell of the jelly quite strong....hmmmm....then later i damn sian wait all the way to 7+ then in the meantime i watch the final fantasy 7 movie on my mp4.....

dinner was ok la.....suddenly arisa lik very angry lidat den i scared so i diam diam.....but i guess it was just temporary la and we joked about quite a few.....oya i kena scam into buying some lousy lagsana then come with some lousy soup which smells of old ncc socks....blehx.....

all in all today OK day la then some ppl angry with me but haiz i also nth to say.....ok time to slp =.=

------arisa traitor never come online lol =P-------

ok ok...start blogging again....hmmm wad to say leh?....every1 al nowadays like so into studying...haiz.....in the past was "hey where u all want go out on sat?" now is "hey where u all wan study on sat?" =.=......whatever....i was never the kind who liked studying......yup...perhaps shld hav gone to poly with my frens....but too late to change liao la.....bo bian....haiz...the word study or homework is really a killjoy 4 me la....everytime some1 mention smt bout work i no mood liao...=.=....ok not saying tad shouldnt study la but i also dunno la.....

another ting is i tink some1 is school dun like me lidat.....can see lor.....evry1 all say no wad? but can feel.....wan to tok to the person also lik giv the kind of i cant be bothered with you kind of face....dunno y i even bother feeling so bothered.....

if u not happy with me just say it.....dun worry i wun say anyting or wad....u wan to shout at me whack me kick me kill me its all fine juz dun keep me in the dark....yup...

anyway....i tinking of watching 3 shows tis month....MI3, da vinci code and X man....means if wan to watch must tell me then can go watch together oooook???