Evry1 seems to hav smt to do or their own interest.....but i like no interest or motivation....evry1 seems to be hav a partner who is enthu or share the same interest as them lidat then i feel so left out sometimes....ya......evrybody all can study no prob lidat.......but to me studying is a chore.....smt i hav to force myself to do.....ya tads me.....

define the meaning of a friend....can u be friends with some1 who does not share the same interest as u? Is it possible to LIKE some1 even if ther are no similarity in interest? IS a relationship whereby 1 party is always taking the initiative considered friendship?

tired.....of wad? of taking iniative? y must i always be the 1 who goes to say hello? why whatever i do no1 seems to care? y must i always make a fool out of myself? is studies really more imp then friendship? if it is......then perhaps i am the 1 in the wrong.....ppl say "zqq u are a good friend"..... so wad? wads the point of just saying it? Show me tad i am appreciated.....words are rubbish......sometimes....i just feel like screaming.....where is the trust??? i dun want to tink about the past.....but sometimes i wonder......y the hell am i still here? even if i leave...no 1 cares....have i came to the wrong place? but whatever it is....there is no turning back now.....i can only ask myself.....shld i continue to take initiative or shld i juz isolate myself.....all i can do is juz rant....dun get me wrong i am not begging to be pitied.....i just feel.....tad no matter wad i do....its always not enough....

u hav ur own friends......i dunno.....i dun like interrupting a conversation.....every single day.....i wait for a chance to speak to u......its been a while since u have actually came up to me to tok or smt....maybe its juz pointless...y do i even bother...i dunno....u tell me