I am so screwed. misanswered a lot of questions in bio. i had gone tru all the chaptors but i dun think i will do well. i guess this there is no escaping from it. i am not smart. i always used to think that if i study i can do very well but apparently this is not the case. just look at my chem and maths. maths ive been staying back in sch to practise but yet i still screw up the paper. same goes for chem. The sad thing is that becoz of these 2 subs i have neglected bio for the whole past few weeks and only started last fri, and it looks like im going to fail even my best subs. i guess i have to stop kidding myself.

i am not smart. I do not belong in jc.

Notices a few things. In jc, u are only popular when u are smart or good in ur studies. ppl want to make frens with u and they look down on ppl who are not, even if they themselves are not smart.

anyways having a headache since math paper. slpt a while but it seems to have worsen it. So im going to sleep again. nightz