woke up at 3 am lidat today....called arisa...i tink she was still slping when i called haha. studied chem until 4 30am then go back sleep zzzzzzzZZZZZZ...

woke up second time at 6. go school chem test. dunno how to do. left last page blank. other pages all anyhow whack.

go geog. never do 1 tut. teacher say wan meet us aft class. made to write apology letter. also anyhow whack the letter (not literally) during chi coz teacher never come.

bio lect arisa sit beside me. She half sleeping. suddenly teacher say give me 5 then i elbow her then she jump hahahha! bio tut at music room. 1 of the most fun bio tut. learn many tings. such as remebering the ans of the cards :)

went bishan awhile with arisa and ginny....yes the ginny...that cheeky fellow =P....anyway walked around looking for food ( not scavenging just looking around) then had a craving for egg tarts yum yum =) reached home at bout 6 3o sleep till 8pm then when i went to the living room guess wad??? my mother bought egg tarts!!!! so cool =)

just read the latest chat log with jie ying( which is bout few months ago)

responsibility.....its hard to belive that ther are people who are so irresponsible.....dun care bout other ppl feelings....i means once or twice ok la but to do it all the time really pisses me off....maybe i was wrong ......yea....to tink that u will change for the better....so much tad i even became on bad terms with some1....yup ....my judgement was wrong....i always tot that almost nothing is impossible as long as u want to change...to improve....however the fact is that u dun even want to do so....that + the fact that every1 has already advice u...talked to u nicely....im seriously starting to despise u.....but i noe i should not be tinking dis way......as a fren i noe i shld accept ur faults....but....maybe its the tings tad u have said (i dunno if its willingly or not) and ur unwillingness to listen....and also not say i never given u benefit of doubt be4....


y do u even want to take leadership roles when they dun want o do anyting? u said 4 good testimonial.... totally unacceptable bullshyt. everytime some1 tries to tell u a point u dun even want to listen...or else is listen then dun care....y do u tink tad whenever some1 says someting bout u u have to take it as hostility and rebut? rebut still ok but rebutting in that bs tone and words like ass hole, stupid, idiot, and ur favourite four letter word....then again its not as if u never use them in ur normal conversation....the worse ting is uve even made a good fren cry.....wad is 1 supp to do when a fren breaks another frens heart? i dunno wad u may be tinking right now la....there is also nth much i can do......u dun want to list....she dun want to list....i rest my case.

maybe its just me being oversensitive.....all these emo emo aft looking back.....haizzz......k means now i go study or slack ( dun ask me i live a aimless life)