i dunno wad to say....when u showed me the blog, i read the first part.....and saw his name...read a few lines later i already suspected it was u...guess its just gut feeling....i read all ur pain and sorrow....i could feel it as if it is part of me as well....i felt ur anguish as i continued to read....however...i am glad......glad tad u trust me.....as long as u are happy.....nth matters tad much....i just want u to know tad whatever may be.....i am always here for u.....yup