Sunday, July 29, 2007

the ultimate test of the day!!!!

Leaderboard
Create your own Friend Test here



koup this from arisa's blog =) pls dun do this test if u are currently unwell. stressed or have no time to spare.

side effects of doin the test include vomiting of blood and agressive behaviour *feel lik whacking some1*

Saturday, July 14, 2007

dell is so dam irresponsible. Forever postponing the delivery of the com. FUCK the person who is looking at my com right now so bloody kay po -.- as i was saying, the delivery postpone to mon but my dad not happy so supp tocome today at nine. then they call at 10 say they will bring at 12. -.- i really dunno wad the heck they doing sia really pisses me off.

feel lik a black sheep at home. getting scolded cos i tried playing my brother's toy plane. so many reasons to scold me. never study la, always disturb my brother la, very irritating la. i dun see my second bro being scolded for doing WWE moves on my bro. y am i scolded when all i did was to turn on a toy? do anything u also not happy. fix the com u say i no skill will spoil everything. com kena virus and its my fault. printer spoil its my fault. my money kena stolen its my fault. no food left for me when i go home and u always ask me to keep food for the family. U scold me for ignoring u and being rude when u use critisize me sarcastically.

as if i dun have enuf stress as it is already.

full of angst

Thursday, July 12, 2007

today my stomach not behaving itself. stomach not feeling well all the way since this morn. maybe its cos of the late dinners ive been having. or maybe its cos of the chilli sotong my maid cook. kanina still ask me eat more of it. =.= today supp to meet meet gin and help her pass stuff to shalini cos gin not going sch. then sian stomach ache. lucky saw joel on the way to toilet then ask him help me collect. when reach sch for assembly also dam stomach ache so go toilet. then dun feel lik going back to hall so crowded *im a crowdphobic* saw nat loner at lib outside so tok to him. Tonight also stomachache the shit look the same as in the morning *sorry for the graphic detail* now my butt feels lik its on fire.

And so i go home early. wah stomachache all the way home. go home immediately unload. anyway my com coming tmr ! ^^ can't wait. Hope the dell dun kanina delay again...

today and tmr night is rest. will chiong again on sat =)

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

basket chem teacher say wad those who slp in class are those who do badly. fine whatever. u are a nerd u wun understand ppl lik us. diff ppl need diff hours of slp ok? And wads wrong with taking short naps in btwn breaks? u say u observe that those who take naps are those who do badly. Sure we may do badly. But many heros throughout history are known for taking short naps. albert einstein took short naps. winston churchill took short naps. Alexander even nap while on his horse!!!

anyway maths dam sian. i think the whole asp program lik waste time. And screw those teachers who think that aft asp we have time to do anything else. screw those teachers who say we never make time to study. looks lik most teachers have no brains at all. do u think we have the time to do both? even doing hw is tuff enuf. even if its possible to not slack a single day, how long can we keep up the momentum be4 our body fails us? DAM it. u frigging ppl dun even think be4 u do anything. And yet u scold us for not focusing. Try focusing for 10+ hr a day and i'll see u crumble to dust in a sec =.=" HAIZzzzzz

k enuf of the angst. thanks boon for acc me to try study for the past 2 days. today did the gp with sheng yi and boon. dunno where the rest go. too tired i presume. had another bonding and sharing session. i dunno bout u all but i think quite fun although im sooooooooooooo tired. anyways good luck to those who are trying the best including me :)

tired.

Monday, July 09, 2007

haiz tired. today mug maths aft sch not that productive since i haven revise my math yet so alot of ques not sure how to do. Lucky to have free mee goreng today haha. Had bonding session with nat, fami and boon during "desert" tok alot of crap and laugh alot. such sessions are to be treasured as they dun happen often. those who spend thier life rushing will end up regreting. Balance work and play, thats my style. * although i tend to balance it more to the play side.

anyway i think i just made jacky angry. sorry Jacky. i only said wad i did with good intentions.

tired

Sunday, July 08, 2007

hey guess wad? i got 65 for bio paper 2!!! woot!! miss lim also gave an inspirational speech last fri. every1's toking about it. well no surprises, considering that she is the only teacher who never criticize our this time blk test results. THEN i get to mrs tan the math teacher trying to inflict depression on me by reminding me im the lowest. =.=



Mrs tan: score lowest still can laugh.



Mrs tan: lowest still dowan copy ans ar.



Mrs tan: ay u lowest not sad ar?



anyway went out with kx aft sch on fri. met at 7++ and only ate inner at 9. why? cos we were looking for zx's bday present. *yea i noe last month over liao hope zx dosen read this lol* almost bought C & C tiberium wars for him. lucky never sia cos he buy liao diao. haha i swear kx was a little nervous cos i looked ready to eat the whole shop! we supose to divide the cost equally 1 =P. Anyway enjoyed myself alot la. we shld have more outings aft my As!! =)



anyway i want to be mugger liao. hope to score Bs for my prelims. duno if possible but thats my aim for now. scoff at me if u wan but i will definitely do better next round ;)



To tell u the truth, i do not deserve the praise miss lim gave me. although i said i study i only studied lik 2 days in advance for it. it was mostly luck that i could get such results. if not for those 2 ques, i would have failed bcos the rest of my ques sux.

Thursday, July 05, 2007

ok so my study marathon started today. reached home and was feeling dead tired. dunno y im always so tired... supp to slp a while then i lie down for 10 mins lidat then hr call me. so tok tok tok then after that want to rest a while more then kx call me lol. not that i angry but just saded i cannot slp. in the end never slp then i went to bath and started the run.

accomplishment? well i completed the group 7 tut with a few blanks and didnt do the last ques cos too tired. from 8 to 9 30 i coup my self in my tiny cell and forced myself to conc. so far so good. however not as effective as i had tot it would be. To tell u the truth my mind was tired and had some difficulty processing the tougher ques in the tut.

anyway today stared out alright, with the assembly ending early. seems that every1 under my name in the contact list did not do the bio tut cos i forget send the message. So to those that kena scolding =/

Thank you for ur sacasm, i really apprieciate it alot. when im in the wrong i will admit it there is no need for u to point it out bitch. did i say bitch? U are the sort of thing i dislike about girls, fickle minded, backstabbing and crybabies. Not holding anything against girls but i cant stand this sort of behaviour. Even if it is guys who possessess such characteristics. It just seems to me that girls are more prone to doing this kind of things and when things go awry some will do the act cute face which is utterly disgusting.

Anyway, made up my mind to stop being so emo. i live my own life and nobody has the power to affect my emotions. sorry if i offended any1 in the para above but its 1 of the few times words flow so freely so i would lik to keep it ther. To those of u who have supported me the past few days, i wish u all the best for da test. for those that haven, i wish u all the best too. no point getting so emo =)

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

Arrrrgghhh!!!! i got 17 for maths!!! hmmm guess shld be expected la. i mean how can u expect good grades when u didnt even bother to mem the formulas? i would lik to thank zqq, myself and 1 for my spetacular results. anways, i gonna fail all my other subs so i better stop being such a whiner and get some studying going.

oyea watch life in the undergrowth just now. its dam nice la hahahaha or maybe i have a sick mind =/ never do any hw. how u expect us to do hw when its the test period u retarted teachers?? dun mean to insult all but most in yjc gets on my nerves.....

sch starts proper tmr. too bad i never do any hw. what a bad start =.=

Monday, July 02, 2007

not feeling well. my stomach has been churning lik a broken washing machine since fri. dunnoy also so tired. So sian. i feel like i have nothing to look forward to. Even the arrival of the new com that ive been pestering my dad to get isn't getting me excited. I have no motivation. right now i feel like an empty shell.

Stupid dell. The new com supp to come today in the end delay to thurs.

thinking of nothing. And yet my heart feels so heavy. thoughts go and pass too fast for me to grasp them. Maybe im just tired. it all be better tmr morning =)